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[Kailaurius]

Hello everyone,

I was watching a segment about the Gaza conflict on CNN two days ago and the head anchor made an impromptu comment to the viewer audience that did not appear to come from the teleprompter and said, "Who's side is God on?"  I thought it was encouraging to hear that from a CNN news anchor, and I was glad to hear it.  That question I'm sure is being asked more frequently by many more people these days which further confirms the already ongoing awakening that is taking place.

[zensunni7]

Greetings Kailaurius,

I saw that CNN broadcast also. I assumed he got his butt chewed for even mentioning God on TV.
I smiled wide when I heard it. Yes I feel more and more people are asking this question also, hopefully alot on the middle east.
But as you say, the waking up is a world wide event.

Love
Darrell

[Leila]

Dear Laura,

Now all of you give me a hug and say: May the force be with you! - for I need it ...

Could you tell us, or at least me, why you said you need the Force be with you?
You are so powerful and spiritual, that you seem to be able to handle everything!

Dear Adrian,

From what we know by now, would occur the idea that we, awakened and aware people, should be pursuing our passion, and do each moment what we like, fulfil our purpose in this "life".

In your opinion, what do you believe is the reason of the thing that I was clearly guided to be part of an environment, where forces of darkness lead?
There are lots of onest and kind people around, but the power of decision belongs to greed, insane and spiritually blind people, who destroy their own estate through their negativity, and blame others for destroying it, for not understanding at all how the Universe operates.

I'm there for 8 months. At the begining I was certain that my task is to purify their energies through the Life Force flowing through me, but things are getting worse and worse. The Owner becomes more and more terorist, and almost destroyed his company. On the other hand, I see clear improvement of other persons with highest positions.

If purifying other's energies showed not results yet, another purpose I consider for my being there, is rising my awareness, empower myself to withstand such hostility. As I said before, I needed to make use of all my spiritual knowledges to resist immersed in bad energies.
Now, I'm required (and threatened) to appoint persons to be dismissed for lack of activity due to crisis, while I know that in given conditions we can't function less than already are. I simply refuse to do that, which may lead to reprisals upon myself, up to my dismissal.
Although there looks like a hell and teror where I work, I am able to keep inner peace, am very determined to do only what I feel right and please, bear any consequences of my actions. Just began to like it!

Besides, I truly feel love for these people, so blind when 2012 is right before us! I smile, my heart overflows of Love, and care not at all if tomorrow loose my job for not accepting to be terorised by anybody. I reached the awareness that my Higher Self guides me on my path, that nothing wrong can ever happen to me if I don't resonate with evil, that nobody can ever hurt me. I got rid of all kind of fear for myself. Know that whatever happens, even if apparently negative, is for my highest good, and will probably lead to finding my true purpose.

Stll, why do you believe I need this experience? What could be the "Learning Points" for my spiritual evolution?

Thank you,
Leila

[Mina-Laura]

Dear Leila,

I hear you. All that I can share from my own experience is that we cannot see clearly while in the midst of turbulence, all we can do is trust that what we experience is meaningful at the greater scale of events. In time it will all become clear. In the mean time inside of yourself there is something that tells you as what you need or don't need to do, you need to listen to that voice no matter how quiet that might be.

I do admire your integrity and not letting yourself drawn in the negativity. I know how difficult that is.

(I will tell you later about that Force, and yes you are right it is with me with you at all times   I just need to be highly focused to be able to complete that which I am working at this time and as all the rest of the work done so far I can only achieve it if I tap into the highest creative powers... almost there now ... )

love - Laura

[Adrian]

Dear Leila,

I fully understand your thoughts and how frustrating it can be when those around you just do not see it.

But many that do not now will in 12 months and so on - this entire process is exponential.

In the 4 years I have been writing my newsletter I have seen an astounding increase in consciousness and this process is accelerating fast.

Just by being yourself and following your passions will help greatly. When we follow our passions we are being "driven" from within.

The one piece of advice I give to everyone generally is - follow your passions. It does not matter what your passion is - it is not for you to figure out the why's and wherefores - just do it.

This has always worked for me.

For example. I was pursuing a high degree in Chemistry for many years. Then I came across the very earliest computers and something within told me "this is it" and I became passionate about computers - and back then there was not much to be passionate about. Those computers had 16k of RAM, and an 8" floppy disk. Hard disks came many years later - a whole 10MB which caused such excitement

But anyway - I abandoned my qualifications, sold everything I owned, went against the advice of everyone and within a years created the very first national computer company. I repeated the process a further twice after that - all following my passions.

All the time I was following my passion for the truth as well.

So you see it has brought me to this point. If at any time I had not followed my passions or inner guidance, I would not be typing this now.  This is why it is so important to ignore what you see in the outer world, and what "well meaning" people tell you and follow your passions and inner guidance.

I have taken many massive risks in my life doing things that everyone told me where impossible - but I always succeeded.

I am far past the days of being "daunted" by anything - in my world nothing is impossible. And there is plenty more to come believe me

When Jesus said we can "move mountains" he really meant it. Our only limits are our Belief and Faith in our own inner powers - which are infinite because they are of Source, God.

But again, if you are following your passions your vibration will be very high and those around you will start to vibrate in tune  - like two tuning forks resonating with each other.

In Love and Light,

Adrian.

[Leila]

Thank you, Adrian!

I know your story, I read more than 200 of your posts!
I don't feel that you replied my question. Why I was guided there, for which resons?

Unfortunately, I don't have such a clear passion to follow. If I saw the path clearly, would walk on it.

Maybe my purpose is only to be kind and loving to others, like Talker says. I feel so much love, that could hug and kiss and caress people around me, at that working place. I love to treat everybody with tenderness and righteousness.

Only Love makes me burn in such way, not performing some action.

However, I fully trust my Higher Self, and I'll be shown the way. But wished to know what you think about it.

Thank you, and please send me your good energy tomorrow, as the day will be tough!
Maybe I need to learn live with breathing and Loving only...
In Love and Light,
Leila

[Mina-Laura]

Dear Adrian,

Dear Leila,

I fully understand your thoughts and how frustrating it can be when those around you just do not see it.

But many that do not now will in 12 months and so on - this entire process is exponential.

In the 4 years I have been writing my newsletter I have seen an astounding increase in consciousness and this process is accelerating fast.

Just by being yourself and following your passions will help greatly. When we follow our passions we are being "driven" from within.

The one piece of advice I give to everyone generally is - follow your passions. It does not matter what your passion is - it is not for you to figure out the why's and wherefores - just do it.

This has always worked for me.

For example. I was pursuing a high degree in Chemistry for many years. Then I came across the very earliest computers and something within told me "this is it" and I became passionate about computers - and back then there was not much to be passionate about. Those computers had 16k of RAM, and an 8" floppy disk. Hard disks came many years later - a whole 10MB which caused such excitement

But anyway - I abandoned my qualifications, sold everything I owned, went against the advice of everyone and within a years created the very first national computer company. I repeated the process a further twice after that - all following my passions.

All the time I was following my passion for the truth as well.

So you see it has brought me to this point. If at any time I had not followed my passions or inner guidance, I would not be typing this now.  This is why it is so important to ignore what you see in the outer world, and what "well meaning" people tell you and follow your passions and inner guidance.

I have taken many massive risks in my life doing things that everyone told me where impossible - but I always succeeded.

I am far past the days of being "daunted" by anything - in my world nothing is impossible. And there is plenty more to come believe me

When Jesus said we can "move mountains" he really meant it. Our only limits are our Belief and Faith in our own inner powers - which are infinite because they are of Source, God.

But again, if you are following your passions your vibration will be very high and those around you will start to vibrate in tune  - like two tuning forks resonating with each other.

In Love and Light,

Adrian.

Amen to that!!

In 2006 when darkness started engulfing me someone gave me a Dove chocolate. Is a small chocolate shaped in a form of a Dove and on the inside metal paper there is a message. Mine was: "Follow your passion!"

It cheered me instantly however I thought 'what is my passion?', is just that there is hardly anything in this world that I'm not passionate about. At the time I was at a crossroads in pondering if I should accept a highly paid job or continue with my project that just started at that time.

The high paid job would have been an excellent choice for me and my children as it would have totally covered my bills... The project at the time was 1 day a week (of wages), continuing would have meant the most stupid common sense choice and people told me that I would be crazy to not jump to the high pay chance.

Yet something inside me would not allow me to do it. For starters I could not go to my boss and tell him: look I will have to leave this, I hope you find someone else.
Something inside told me there isn't really anyone else having my set of skills to be able to do it, nor the imagination and creativity.
And finally something inside me told me "oh wow!! this is quite a challenge" because I had no idea how I would be able to do it however this very thing was the most thrilling and stimulating ever. Then I purchased a course over the internet for about 120$ (Talker knows all bout it ..right Buddy? ) and in 3 months I was creating 'something amazing out of passion', something that has never been done before.
And, the rest what can I say?!? It followed some of my most amazing and fulfilling years. I loved every minute, challenge and difficulty, abuse from my boss ..lol.. as it was taking a really long time, much longer than he ever envisioned. He is a great person though as the funding money started dwindling on my wages he went and worked at procuring more money to keep me going.

So, yes I followed my passion after all. I faded out from the world that though me crazy and a dreamer to stay and work unpaid days and nights and weekends, I could not afford even the downtime to go to fancy meeting, you know free food, smiles, schmoozing for career and such.. I even gave up TV totally, even mu bellowed SF shows, however I realised that's how I was happy. By doing something I thought is meaningful.

The money? interesting thing is that I never seem to get enough however is always is enough. Honestly I can't explain it, I even gave up on watching my bank accounts because it just doesn't make sense. I just know that I and the girls will never lack for anything.

So what else can I say? I just live a great adventure and is awesome. Passion is my middle name - however and this is for those that have ears and eyes to understand: learn to controll your passion else she is a bitch that controls you !!!


" Live your passion! "


love - Laura

[Adrian]

Dear Laura,

The money? interesting thing is that I never seem to get enough however is always is enough. Honestly I can't explain it, I even gave up on watching my bank accounts because it just doesn't make sense. I just know that I and the girls will never lack for anything.

Exactly - very important lesson here.

Focus on your passions and your reason for being here - never on "money".

There will always be enough for your sincerest needs and passions.

Money is Energy - it flows as we allow it to do so.

Most people block money by thinking of it, or even worshipping it, in terms of something that it is not.

In Love and Light,

Adrian.

[Vibra]

Leila
I am not the best at explanations but Ill give this a shot
Sometimes you must be in the darkness to be able to see the light. I have always had the very strong voice guiding me since a young boy. For many many years (Way too many) and through extreme dark times, for which I chose to be a part of, I chose not to listen. During my last severe dark time (Roughly 3 years ago) I decided to listen. My entire life and outlook on life has changed. This site and Our Ultimate Reality Book has helped me understand why I made such unfortunate choices. I am not the "type" of person or associated with the "Type" of people you would expect to be Awakening. I am now open and pay attention to what my circle of friends and associates are experiencing. It is amazing that so many are going through the same process. The accelerated process is happening quickly.
Nothing is a coincidence we are put into situations to help us in understanding our true reality. Some get it sooner than others and the ones who do not, must be put into more and more frustrating situations until they do realize their Ultimate Reality.
Follow your passions listen to your inner voice and it will guide you to where you need to go. No matter what happens you would have made the right choices. Believe it or not, You are being brought to a place you need to be and soon it will be evident why you have chosen or were put into the situations you are experiencing. I am happy for you that you realize what is going on. So many don't realize it, like myself for 30+ years. Together we will all get to where we are going.

Vibra
 

[Leila]

Dear Vibra,

I'm deeply grateful for your wonderful reply!
You surely sensed perfectly my energy, therefore knew exactly what I feel, and responded with touching thaughts!

Yes, my Friend, I know what's going on. My life is guided every step. Last 3-4 days, in view of the great changes which will hopefully take place in my life, I was given few obvious signs that I'm watched.
For example, I just lost texts I intended to post, in last second. It was exercising following the guidance, accepting that everything happens in divine order, and the whisper that I'm not alone, that I can't be wrong, even in what others might perceive as wrong in my behaviour.

It's All Good! I express God's Love, and will never, ever accept wrong things out of fear, from now on.
I'm a free Divine Spirit, full of Love, and want to share it with the World. Nothing can make World better than nurturing it with Love.
I'll be with you All this evening, and share more of our good energy and Light.

With true Love,
Leila

[juliainkc]

Hello All,

I am InJoying the Energy exchange in here and I feel moved to add my voice to the choir.

Dear Laura,

The money? interesting thing is that I never seem to get enough however is always is enough. Honestly I can't explain it, I even gave up on watching my bank accounts because it just doesn't make sense. I just know that I and the girls will never lack for anything.

Money is Energy - it flows as we allow it to do so.

Most people block money by thinking of it, or even worshipping it, in terms of something that it is not.

In Love and Light,

Adrian.

Hi Adrian,

The only thought I would like to add here in regards to blocking money energy is that it may be a block totally unrelated to money.

Another thought covering one's energy. As in residue from a relationship that one has not completely resolved yet due to fear which is always the foundation of guilt, anger, hurt, betrayal and so on. This can and does also block one's Being able to Love themselves completely and in a sense cuts off one's providing all of one's 'needs' from within.


Dear Sister Leila and Vibra,

Vibra thank you for sharing here. I relate and vibe with you! I think you 'explained' it quite well.

I also in adding to your wonderful expression here would like to share, that these things are serving us for our 'discipleship' to better serve in our part of the transition.

I have found in these situations that these minglings with the dark energies allows us to define the differences in the Energies we are 'picking up on' around us so we can recognize them and our Trust in our Inner Guide is deepened. Honing our skills in a way. Keeping our 'tools' sharpened with our senses within.

These experiences are what has brought me to a place where, I can pick up the signal quickly and yet even when I am not 'seeing' it playing out in front of me yet, I no longer question it so much, I trust it and walk one step by one step being led by my Inner guidance.

It's saying 'Pay Attention', Be Aware.

InJoy this day,

Love to you All,

Julia

[Mina-Laura]

Dear Julia,

I have found in these situations that these minglings with the dark energies allows us to define the differences in the Energies we are 'picking up on' around us so we can recognize them and our Trust in our Inner Guide is deepened. Honing our skills in a way. Keeping our 'tools' sharpened with our senses within.

These experiences are what has brought me to a place where, I can pick up the signal quickly and yet even when I am not 'seeing' it playing out in front of me yet, I no longer question it so much, I trust it and walk one step by one step being led by my Inner guidance.
It's saying 'Pay Attention', Be Aware.

InJoy this day,

Love to you All,

Julia

This is so true Julia.


love - Laura

[Leila]

Beloved Friends,

I'd like to thank everybody for sharing the spirit of my yesterday's story.
You expressed wonderfully your thaughts about the role of darkness in our lives and the path toward Light.
I felt you close to me and you warmed my heart, and offerred me healing poems and encouragements.

Today, at work, I was given an ultimatum. I can choose to fire a lady who wants to stay, and works there for 30 years, or be dismissed myself. It is already hard and a hell of terorism, performed by the owner. If anyone leaves, it will worsen, I'd need to burry there all my time, energy and sanity, for the reward of being daily accused and terorised, and for a derisory pay and huge responsibility. The others are additionally humiliated, because they accept it for 10 years, and execute any foolishness, to keep their jobs.
I said I leave, but I'm not trusted. There hasn't seen such thing so far. I'm a rebel there, like I am here.
Think it's about time that someone gives a sign of integrity, dignity, freedom, self-esteem, indiference for their money, confidence in "future".

I read your posts and messages to me, and reflected upon them.
In the morning, was ready to ask for forgivness, if I offended anybody with my words and songs.
So, please, all of you forgive me if anything I've done bothered or embarrassed you in any way.

Later, I got the reactions of those warmly touched by the Love I share here.
And I got the revelation. Yes, this is my divine passion: to love people I come in touch with, to caress their wounded hearts, longing for love, to offer understanding and friendship, sincerity, onesty, transparency. To find most appropriate loving words for each heart.
If only one person in this forum feels me how I am, my mission is accomplished.

For 14 years I work in Global Procurement, from lowest to highest position.
I am daily in touch with lots of people allover the world.
They highly respect me, and enjoy working with me. I feel it in their words.
I have the possibility to give them love in every word I speak or write to them. I overflow my loving energy in business letters and mails, in phone conversations, and get the same feed-back.
So, I deeply love my job. I feel blessed to do this.

In this forum, I can provide all love anyone can need. I can caress the hearts of DH, Darrell, Wave, Julia, all whoever addressed me a word, or just feels immersed in my Love, which is God's Love.
If I tell anybody "I love you", it means that I feel it with my whole being, and I direct toward him huge Love energy.

I'm not the smartest person in the world, nor the most educated and licensed. I'm not capable of giving you lessons about what you should do or feel.
I'm a modest and humble Romanian woman, who lived a tough life.
But I'm sincere, onest, friendly, loving - and will see from now on how can best serve Humanity with the Gift God has given to me.
I have no intention to limit my Love. I'm sick of too many so well in control of their feelings, as always do the right thing, and hide the Love in their hearts, to not be hurt, or worse, for their personal confort.
 
Thank you deeply to those who trust in me, feel my bright energy and good intentions, and support me.
I will not disappoint you! I am your best friend, and you can share everything with me.

May God show me the way to fulfilling my passion to express His Love divinely.
Your humble sister in Spirit,
Leila

[juliainkc]

Dear Twin Sister Leila,

Namaste. This beautiful expression of your beautiful Being is vibing with me big time. I really relate to you very well.

You are indeed Love's Light and I for one deeply appreciate your transparency. I Am Another You.


Loving Blessings of the Light radiating your way,

Your loving sister,

Julia

[Mina-Laura]

Dear Leila,

What a hard choice you are faced with . This is one of the hardest making choices and living with the consequences. I am glad to see in you the divine guidance at work.

Either way things always work for the best, for the higher purpose. However I would say that you are a very smart woman and if not educated and licenced for sure you are learned!! those that have been born to native English really have no idea on how good your expression in English is. More so that Romania was not an anglo-saxonised country like most of the others. So, for sure in this regard I do have a very high opinion about you.

Blessings !!


love - Laura