I have been on my road (willingly) for a little while now. Learning at an admittedly difficult pace, one of my guides is good at letting me know when I'm flaking out, he calls it "spiritual drunkeness." I have learned to use opening and closing techniques. I think this is something else, sometimes the energy I feel is raging through me almost to the point of, well I'm not sure. What I do know is that when I let this happen I do sort of dork out for a while, my thoughts get cluttered and it has an impact on most of my life, mostly manifestation, in this state if I think it happens, I notice the good stuff, but these are fleeting moments of picture perfect beauty, the bad stuff is more lingering. Then I have to fix what I create, which takes a little more effort than seeing a sun rise. I just read a post on numbers, everyday I look at the clock its 7:11 or 11:07 and the plates on cars are 777. I think I just babbled. Any way my guide says I need to pull back the reigns a bit. I see and feel much is going on, I'm excited...and concerned. How does one pull back with out letting go? Is that the wrong question? I like to float, but then this happens!
