Thank you all for bending with me in Spirit,
Bakichan and Goonie, your conversation here is wonderful ... just saw something in my catching up that sparked me ...
after this back to Baki and Goonie's conversation... thank you all ... yeah, I really am like this!

Wave or Louis, this is flowing towards you, I feel IT release ...
Thank you Goonie
I started my quest for Psychic power, telekinesis. I ended up learning about how to change your luck and control your life. I've learned everything I can about Spirituality hoping that just being Spiritual would give me some Psychic advantage.
I have to admit to myself that it didn't.
I don't have the powers I sought.
If anyone in our day and age can shape shift if would be me! I am the one who thinks about it, day dreams about it. Its a desire so grand that without it I am just lost.
What is the point of existing if you are doomed to what something you can not have!?
I do not expect life to be ONLY good but come on Source of all things can I at least be the physical being I want to be?!
All I got from Adrian is that the body doesn't really exist and if I want to change it I need to see the change.
How is that different then what I am already doing?
Okay Beloved 'younger' brother ... will you ride with me on this?... thank you ...

So, let's say this physical reality is the real lie, what then? hmm? do we destroy it? or recreate it? or here's is my speaking out loud musings ... compost it ... bring it all back together, all the ideas or elements of this 'particular' experiencing and do what Nature does, allow all ideas, welcome all ideas and leave it be. What results? black gold ...

It is 'working' along with you as you go about your 'busy' ness...
So, what the hell does this have to do with what I was sharing Julia?!?! Well, Louis, what I am saying happened in my life experience in relation to this idea is this ... the body is able to exist (sexist or sex-it-self) with a soul only, Spirit is what keeps this body all - living or a-live (sharing by giving life to all of itself) ... So what about 'people' in our lives dying!?! ...
Have we all been together here for so long that we do not mean what we are saying we mean? Who here believes that we are Eternal Spirit Beings housing within the fleshly robes our experience? or also known to me as my 'Story'. Soul expressing ...
You connect with Body, Mind and Soul only when you accept by allowing Spirit to restore your breath. For without the Spirit there can be no life in mind, heart and body. There is no 'glue' to IT all, Spirit is LIFE breathing. Without it you are shallow breathing. This is about deep breathing...
Ask by Inviting Holy Spirit (One Spirit of All or All of One (Spirit) to breathe you, really, smell ITS breath, unlike anything you've ever experienced ...
Again my Beloved Louis, read 'be-tween' the lines ...
Kiss and hugs warmly embracing you in Spirit Love,
Julia