Yes it was and I was told not to speak of this experience ever or others would think I was crazy...
It was a very empowering experience for me even when told otherwise and one that was tucked within...
I am grateful to have had this experience ...
I really do appreciate your sharing here and I must say I agree with you that one can indeed learn equally from what is experienced as 'evil' as well as what one considers to be not evil. Love is in all things and everywhere present and I sense you and I may share a close view of what Love means here.
I haven't experienced both fear and Love in the same moment, I have experienced fear that was overcome by Love's calm Presence ...
I find your sharing here as walking along on common ground, truth.
This verse from Isaiah you quote here was one I while in the throes of digging and uncovering the languages and meanings in the Bible , took this one to the Pastors of the church I was once a member of and the response was ...
There are some things not meant for us to know.
Well ... I have to say I agree with your thoughts flowing through here my friend.
I don't worry either (been there and done that), and yes, I have shared in other posts here about my days back in the church days and I agree, that too many people are too quick to define evil really...
I leave myself open to the daily experience and begin it with inviting Divine Guidance ...
and this has kept me as it seems you as well as others here from going on all sorts of rabbit chases.
I appreciate you Xbalanque,
Love in Divine Spirit,
Julia

I found your experience at age 3 very interesting - and interesting that some told you it was of the devil.
Not sure if this will mean anything to you, but IMHO, one can learn from evil just as much as love and should not be therefore afraid to learn from it. But at the same time, I am not suggesting that one should seek it out. If I feel with certainty that something is evil, I stay far away. For one stuck in duality, evil is not something to play with.
But if I am not sure one way or the other, I am not afraid to learn more from it since I feel that one can learn from anything, even so-called "evil". Remember that even evil is an aspect of "God":
For ex: "
I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things." Isaiah 45:7This same teaching can be found in all religions.
So many these days are obsessed with identifying evil - some say The Beatles, (esp. John Lennon) was evil, or "Harry Potter" is evil, others have claimed that Benjamin Franklin was evil.
While it's possible these things are true, from my perspective, unless one can "feel" the evil associated with that person or thing (which is possible), or the evidence is overwhelming, I simply don't worry about it.
So for the orb experience you had, if you did not feel evil associated with it, from my perspective, it almost certainly was not evil.
(btw: I actually have a photo of an orb floating next to me - a fairly large one, and very typical of orbs being photographed lately)
I'm really vibing with you here Xbalanque~
I genuinely appreciate you and your willingness to bring your Light into taking another look at some ideas about the devil, demons and dark subjects in genre ~
I was not introduced to the defintion of 'evil' until age 11, until then, well ... I did not know how to describe, define or express this, so, this is from my early intro into this forum and newbie or no ... you and All newbies are most welcomed here ... refreshing the well ~
I have really InJoyed reading your response here and will say that I do indeed blend with what you are sharing ... these 'things' thoughts, ideas have been shared here in this forum under a topic of sound in meditation. Last years archives ... Adrian, Darrell, Tessa were active on this one ...
Immersed In The Presence of Divine Love expressing from within,
Julia
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