Relationships and Spirituality

[Leila]

Welcome back, Dearest John!

Nice to see you are in high spirits!

Much Love to you, and my whole Beloved Soul Family, and all brothers and sisters here!

May God bless you all with the divine gifts, Love, Happiness and Abundance!

Your loving sister in Spirit,

Leila 

Hugs and Kisses to the sweet Kids...

[Leila]

Sharing some wisdom which I read yesterday on other site, and it touched my heart...

~“Whatever relationships you have attracted in your life at this moment, are precisely the ones you need in your life at this moment. There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution.” Deepak Chopra
 
When hearts break Love roars through and eventually lifts you back up to walk on with even more love than before - I would never back away from this. (A Friend)

Infinite Love for All,

Leila 

[juliainkc]

Mmm ...

*** sigh *** Sunday morning flow ~ easy and lightly ~

Forsaken by friends, I see this thought in here by you Leila ~ how so? This idea in another post you posted of your Self expressing says much really  ~

Whom has forsaken whom? This is our own Voice speaking to ourself 'if' we truly believe we are what we 'project' into our 'reality'. Not possible to come from the outside going In ~ Let's walk backwards here ~

It begins from the Inside and what shows up in our 'outer' or aka 'other' viewing is us revealing what is inside of us when we get caught up in the feelings or energy power we give to these feelings. Does this mean we are not to feel?

Allowance Leila. Allow 'me' to speak for Julia here ... when one asks a question or questions of 'another' and does not hear what one desires to hear then whom is doing what to whom? Really.

Love is simple yes. But we make Love hard to understand or support us really.

When you receive a response to your asking that does not sit well with you and it brings up all these angst feelings and outbursts of emotions then what is being revealed? Emotion? or Exploitation?

I am of the ONE MIND of Harmony, those whom are Vibrating with me on the same Vibe know well of what I speak here.

I do not 'need' to explain my Self to another. No NEED. Understood, supported. And I know already Whom supports this Self known as ID'd Julia. And I Namaste` you as me.

Weird? Ha!! How funny!! Peas in a pod ~

Leila ~ Reflection is when you identify with something you see in another as in getting involved in the emotions. When you can view what you see rising, feel the emotions and then allow them to go, then you are able to see this in another and say, yes, I see you and No thanks, I'll Pass on that one ~

Been there and done that ~ and to say this is not to entangle ~ it's to give to the mirror it's right to be of it's own opinion and say thanks for sharing,  I do not feel this way ~ I give your gift in deep appreciation to ones whom 'need' it.

Weird? Perhaps to ones whom do not speak the same language. I saw many moons ago, that I can meet ones at the door of their level of understanding and then taking my hand, revealing that there are more 'rooms' to discover ~

Love to All here, and I mean Love of 'Another' Kind,

Julia


echo, echo , echo ~

Be reconciled by the renewing of your MIND ~

[Kadensnga]

Sometimes ones feel forsaken when friends are going through things...saying "I have to go through this alone...", and they have not truly forsaken but rather shown love by saying...I want to participate by giving my whole attention, which at the moment is not available, and my friends dont deserve less than that....

Allowing is understanding that people go through things, and that because they sometimes take their attention away, doesnt mean they have forsaken or abandoned...the intent is pure and it will be back in the game once they cycle through whatever they are delaing with...

Sometimes we are like a child to oneanother who wants to play, while the parent says...hey I have my mind on something thats for your benefit right now, just hang on a sec, I need to get some stuff done, then I'll play.

Manytimes feeling forsaken is simply our mind ecstrapulating thoughts on its own that lead to the "forsaken" conclusion , when in fact that is not the case.


In all cases the answer is "allowing".

The law of allowing says "I am that which I am, a splendid being in deed, and I am willing to allow all others to be what they are, and I am joyous in their creation as well... love, joy and fascination with the God in all others. need never lack in any of these things.

God NEVER forsakes, all is always appropriate and as it should be. We are never forsaken... only creating in everymoment the next cycle of circumsatnaces.

Mucho Amor,
John


I think Julia and myself exemplify this well...because I can email her and I dont care if she doesnt respond for 4-5 days... I never assume anything is amiss, we both understand that all is fore-given, and she has things in her life to deal with ...one day when she has a moment she will sit down with a cup of coffee and say "now I have a chance to email John, and Im in a peaceful state ...cool".

Sometimes she may have low vibes and choose not to do any creating until they pass...because creating with low or unclear vibes does not manifest positive creation...I understand and appreciate that.

I myself am on this dial up till monday, and it is very nerve racking trying to work on it...so I just decided not to do any of my work till monday...because I dont want to put a "nerve racked" vibe into my creations...

Sometimes forsaken is just something we feel when we dont understand someones circumstances, but ultimately it's an illusion.

I love you Leila, and also Julia,

Namaste,
John

[Leila]

Beloved Julia,

I was joking, of course - about being left - I know that I am very Loved. I created this space (though unconsciously), by my own choice and energy, to make room for new to reveal in my life. I fully allow it.

I highly enjoy the time with my Self. I really "needed" it, for spent too much time "outside", and did not make "time" to taste the delights within.

You know very well that it all happens for a reason, both what appears to be "good" and "bad". And there is no good or bad, but only events and experience. See below, in this thread, the words of Deepak Chopra:

"There is a hidden meaning behind all events, and this hidden meaning is serving your own evolution."

It all happens for my Highest Good, and yours, and everybody's. I believe in all of us being in each moment exactly where we need to be, for our spiritual growth.

I completely own my feelings, and take responsibility for them. I trust my intuition fully, and follow it in "good" and "bad" actions - as perceived by the world.

I confess that feel rather uncomfortable when someone sees me as "not enough enlightened", "not at their level of understanding", "in low vibes", "in pain, suffering", and has compassion for my "misery" - as if this would be something "bad", not "spiritual", and I don't see "allowance" of all that IS.

We are supposed to love ourselves as we are, each and every part and aspect of us, to enable identifying with the Divine Self. How can we love ourselves completely, when we are shown how "unworthy" and "unenlightened" we are?

So, I allow my high and my low vibes, speak my truth even if it reveals my low vibes, and love myself as I am Now - in order to become something better.

I love you very much, Julia! Indeed, you don't have to explain yourself to me. I felt to explain myself to you, with "the dark side of me", which requires healing and forgiveness, and assume the consequences of my feelings, words and actions. What else could I do?

In Truth and Love,

Leila

[juliainkc]

 

Wow!! Is all I can say here John and Livia!!


To have such Power!! I will be a kitten with a lion's mane for Halloween I think and yes, that is 'pointy' tail ... Meowing with Power ~


Julia having fun playing here ... be your ever loving Self you two!!


Peace and Love,

Julia

[Kadensnga]

Yes Julia,

I believe that both Liela and myself are both very powerful contributors to the forum. It is amazing the blends of enlightened that the universe fashions out of our dialogue.

Namaste Dear Leila.

[juliainkc]

Julia expressing to herself out loud ~

So ... a day in the life of me ~

My beautiful seed, 'grandson' Elijah, out of all the 'few' rooms in my cozy bungalow seeks and finds me in 'office' as he comes in from his day and dances and bounces around about me sharing his Heart with me ... 'amma, ya know what my dad said to me?' mmm ... 'no' he said he loves me more than anyone ever has ... (he is 'asking' me an underlying question, I so Deeply sense this in his battle to be won over by 'said' parents') ... what does amma think, feel, say ... my response?

You recognize Love Elijah because you have always been surrounded and submersed in it living here all your Life so far ...

his response? WOW!! That is awesome ... and I look over and into his beautiful brown eyes and see ... Love Alive in this child, now that is a picture worth a 'thousand' words ...

He drew a picture in kindergarten and showed it to me, I loved it truly...

my 5 year Soul expressing that it is really a teenaged soul said to me in viewing it, 'Look!! My hands are coming out of my head! My legs are coming out of my head!!' And I said? Don't worry, the rest will grow ...

Just me being Me, ask Elijah ~ he'll share with you who this one showing up in a 'public' forum' is ...


nuff said ...

Love is who you are Elijah,

Amma whom you know Loves you ~

[Leila]

The next 2 1/2 years are all about relationships, due to positions of planets (Saturn in Libra). So, Libras are the stars, and also relationships.

It's all about open communication, love, passion, healing, intimacy. Looks like a portal to bliss is opening, if we open too...

The Pisces is me, the Libra - my Friends.

I love you,

Leila 

weekly horoscopes for 10/19/09-10/25/09

http://www.evolvethe.com/wisdom/astrology/754-weekly-horoscopes-for-101909-102509

This week it's all about libra! so for libras- it's huge- but it's huge for everyone else as libra falls somewhere in everyone's chart. where ever you have libra you have significant lessons of the mind and heart occurring- with the ultimate goal of bridging the two in healthy, healing ways. the sun moves out of libra and into scorpio midweek which shifts relationships and love into deeper, more intimate, as well as more intense, union. libra and scorpio are the relationship signs. libra is an air sign and is experienced in mind and spirit connections. scorpio is a water sign and is experienced in body and soul connections. the bridge from mind and spirit to body and soul is the heart. this week's focus is all about the heart! open it up and let love in

LIBRA-it's your week! and your month! and your next 2 1/2 years! this week both your ruler, venus, and mercury are in libra creating a lot of energy in your 1st house of self, personality and soul's journey. at the end of the month saturn will move into your sign where he will be for the next 2 1/2 years, so what comes up this week for is but a precursor of the lessons and journey awaiting you just up around the corner. the healing process you've been undergoing in regards to your romantic and creative energies and expression of Self directly impacts your personality and spiritual journey this week. any old, unresolved wounds related to your ability to full express yourSelf in the way you want to, not the way others want you to, can get activated early in the week. the key to resolution and healing is communication. speaking what you feel and think in honest, open, heart-centered ways can get you far. the last 2 1/2 years have been full of lessons about confronting your unconscious fears and claiming your unrealized gifts. the transition from your innermost, hidden self to your outermost, exposed self (from the 12th house to the 1st house) is what the next few weeks and months are about. bringing the new awarenesses you've gleaned into your visible life is what saturn's transit in your sign will be about. mid week the sun moves into your 2nd house of self-esteem, abundance consciousness, and money, putting the focus of the next month on your resources- inner and outer- and how you work to create more financial as well as psychological wealth. the shifts and changes occurring in your work and service sector factor into this new journey of the soul in meaningful ways. allowing changes in to release the old is key for making room for the new. on saturday electric excitement infuses your personality and creativity or romantic energy can be high. go with the flow and let it move you where it wants to take you. the week ends with powerfully healing conversations about your life's journey and the impact of the karmic past and destined future on where you are going. growth involves working through family issues that actually mirror past life issues and patterns you came into this life with. speaking what you see and experience in honest ways opens up dialogue. the key in this transit is the Other. see into the mirror and see yourSelf, and then let the past go.

PISCES-from here on out a main focus in your chart is on intimacy, sexuality, soul connection and your relationship to power. mercury and venus, the mind and the heart, are dancing in your 8th house, which is but a precursor to saturn's entry into libra and your 8th house slated for the end of this month. this is one of the deepest parts of your chart which means that things are going to get interesting, perhaps intense, and very transformative. early in the week unconscious wounding that you haven't been able to access can arise in intimate partnership and connection. what comes up is meant to be delved into so you can heal. honest and open communication is key. share your vulnerabilities and see them open up into something totally new and expansive. the profound lessons you've learned in partnership the last several years has laid the groundwork for the next set of lessons you are about to embark upon. saturn moving from the 7th house to the 8th house moves from committed relationship to deeper, more intimate relationship. the first was the test run, the second is the real thing. relationship lessons are where it's at for you right now! the sun moves into your 9th house of higher Self and higher mind midweek, which puts the focus of consciousness on spiritual and philosophical beliefs and connection to that which is greater than your little self. the changes and shifts you've been experiencing in your entire life as well as in your conception of partnership has a powerful impact on your ability to connect intimately, sexually and vulnerably to another, and you'll see that for yourself this week. on saturday electric attraction and creative energy infuses your soul and your deepest intimate unions creating an influx of enlivening energy that is lovely and fun. the week ends with powerfully healing conversations about intimacy, sexuality, and power/control dynamics with a significant other. what is said has everything to do with your journey of destiny, soul growth and karmic past. with the north node in your 11th house the focus is on taking your leadership role in community, owning the gifts you are meant to share with the world, as well as learning to receive love. in deep soul connections there needs to be equal giving and receiving as well as equal masculine and feminine expression. communicating your needs, your hope and your fears can open the door for new levels of intimacy that go beyond anything you've experienced up until now. it may feel scary but once you push past that initial fear you'll see that it has the potential to be the best thing that ever happened to you. trust.

[juliainkc]

Beloved Leila,

Wow!! I hear bells ringing here!!  Thank you, I appreciate all the wonderful things you share here with all of us truly.

Namaste`

Warmly embracing you in Love,

Julia

[Leila]

My Beloved Julia,

Thank you for the Love you send my way!

It's all good, we are healing, forgiving, growing and becoming more of our authentic Selves, to be able to share Joy in Spirit, without any 'need' and attachment.

The Universe takes good care of us, and nurtures us in IT's ever present Love.

I love you and All Brothers and Sisters, deeply and genuinely,

Leila

[Leila]

Just read this synchronistic article, sent by the Universe to us.

It explains the energies of this period, and our perceptions.

Appreciating Suggestions
Other People's Agendas
DailyOM

As children, our parents had dreams for us. They wanted us to do well in school, and to do whatever was necessary to reach our highest potential. Later in life, friends may try to set us up with their idea of the perfect partner or the perfect job. Spouses may have agendas for us, too. People close to us may have ideas about how we should live our lives, ideas that usually come from love and the desire for us to be happy. Other times, they come from a place of need within them—whether it is the parent who wants us to live out his or her dreams or the friend or spouse who wants us to play an already-defined role. Whatever the case, we can appreciate and consider those people’s input, but ultimately we must follow our own inner guidance.

There may come a time when all the suggestions can become overbearing. We may feel that the people we love don’t approve of our judgment, which can hurt our feelings. It can interfere with the choices we make for our lives by making us doubt ourselves, or filling a void with their wishes before we’ve had a chance to decide what we want. It can affect us energetically as well. We may have to deal with feelings of resistance or the need to shut ourselves off from them. But we can take some time to rid ourselves of any unnecessary doubts and go within to become clear on what we desire for ourselves.

We can tell our loved ones how much we appreciate their thoughts and ideas, but that we need to live our own lives and make our own decisions. We can explain that they need to let us learn from our own experiences rather than rob us of wonderful life lessons and the opportunity to fine-tune our own judgment. When they see that we are happy with our lives and the path we are taking to reach our goals, they can rest assured that all we need them to do is to share in our joy.

[Leila]

And this is the view from another angle... 

Nina Ferrell: The new world

We are all changing. Moving inexorably forward, often not even aware of it while we are engrossed in our human lives, our creations. On an energetic level we are all interlinked, and we constantly exchange information and light, constantly buoy each other up – expanding, ever expanding, and as our vibrations shift and become faster and higher, we are adding to the light which is lifting the overall vibration of our beautiful planet.

This new state of expansion can be accessed in many ways. For me, as for many of you, it happened though my knowledge of the Law of Attraction. The tenets of the LOA prepare us to step into a different perception of our universe, a different way of looking at time, distance, matter and energy, which is exactly what is needed to allow us to step through the doorway to the new world.

I have found that my perception of myself, my world, and others are changing constantly.
My perception of time, my own body, and my sense of closeness to others is morphing continually as I access other dimensions and find myself with a foot in one and a foot in another. I am certain that I am expressing what many of you are also experiencing.

I know that there is a new world waiting for us. I know that we made a choice to access this new world, to know Oneness again, Oneness with Source. And this new world becomes more and more real as we move forward, as we expand and our vibrational quality becomes finer and more and more enhanced.

The greatness of the human soul brings me to my knees in admiration and awe. Our capacity for love and compassion far outweighs any actions that we may ever have committed that were not anchored in love. Our ability to reach out to each other, to build bridges of love and compassion, to finally find each other in ways that mirror the oneness that we actually share, speak of our true divine origin, of the spark of Source that we are, each and every one of Us.

We are the new world.

© Nina Ferrell

[Leila]

I read these quotes recently and love to share them here to empower and delight others too ~

Enjoy!

I Love You,

Leila 

~ The secret of the universe really is minding your own business. What we mean by that is: don't get so involved in the desires or beliefs of others that you cause confusion or chatter in your own vibration and compromise your own alignment. - Abraham-Hicks -

when you fall in love with yourself, being alone will be ecstasy.

when no one is looking and i want to kiss God, I just lift my own hand to my mouth.
~hafiz

precisely the right disasters come at the right moment to break us open to the helplessness that an opening of the heart requires.
~coleman barks

not until faithfulness turns into betrayal and betrayal into trust can any human being become part of the truth.
~rumi

there is a passion in me that doesn't long for anything from another human being.
~rumi

fall in love in such a way that it frees you from any connecting.
~rumi

remember, the way you make love is the way God will be with you.
~rumi

you were born with wings. why prefer to crawl through life?
~rumi

hold on to your particular pain. that too can take you to God.
~rumi

[Mina-Laura]

Morning All ~

Aaah ~ Stretch, like a cat upon awakening and feeling the 'blood' circulate. A 'new' day has begun...

How's it going in your household today?

Julia, cozy in her bed is awakened by a teeny tiny squeaky early morning voice ~ 'Amma, water!!' Voice octave rising in demand as I say, in sleepy voice, 'Aleena, I Am getting you water'.

Now, I muse at this little wonder, a Self expression of me ...

Yesterday, her mother and aunt Sommer, went 'costume' shopping for all the kids for All Hallow's Eve ... and the fun begins ~

I want to be a butterfly princess says Aleena. Once costume is home and tried on, oh my!! where are my shoes!! demands this 3 year expression! LOL!!

So, mom has to return the costume because said 3 year wonder decides she wants to be 'Abbie Kaddabie'...

Mom comes home and whispers in my ear, 'I didn't know who this 'Abbie Kaddabie' was, and she is from Sesame Street'.

So, this morning, Aleena, in nightgown wants to put her Abbie Kaddabie on ... and I looked at my beloved 3 year wonder from the back of her head and was taken 'back' in memory ... deja vu ~

The back of my head as a 3 year wonder. My dad called my hair, easily tangled at this age, 'a Rat's nest'. LOL!! Yes ...

And so, ... hmmm ... seeing myself in past, Present, future mode all at One or once ~

Ramble? perhaps, or multiple possibilities ~ why settle for two Universes? Hmm? Why not the totality of All possibilities ~

See yourself today in the many ways of expressing as a WomanChild, A ManBoy ~

And now ~ we dance ~

Ladies and Lords of the dance ~

Relating with?

Our Self,

Doesn't matter to me if anyone 'gets' this truly ~

I love you All,

Come to my 'Costume' Party and play to your Heart's content,

Julia   which one am I? hmm ...

That was great read Julia. Wow.. you are right Halloween is fast approaching.

Is anyone else here loosing the sense of time?