Relationships and Spirituality

[Leila]

Each day is a challenge in these times. Strange events are happening every day, even several during one day.
The pace of ‘experience’ rushed up significantly. What expects us during next years?
In happy times, I use to think I’m God, and in control of my life, my feelings, my reactions to feelings.
Still, ‘bad times’ are often set up, to show me I know nothing, I’m still a child in the hands of the Universe.
My Higher Self led me to ‘lousy’ feelings, to see how I handle them. I know it was IT, because I felt its divine energy around, pulsing in my whole being.
I felt I was acting true to My Self, by expressing my feelings, and I was indeed. But they hurt, as this was the Flow of the Universe.
Suddenly, I no more felt the divine energy radiating to my crown chakra. Still, thaught I was in control. A little time apart from what I love can’t be that bad, could even be welcome.

I thaught I’d rather spend my time searching for my ‘perfect job’, as Love can wait…
Started feeling miserable and exhausted. Stepped out of ‘alignment’. Instead of getting rest, tired my eyes uselessly in front of PC, till very late in nights.

Spent long hours reading stuff that proved to be uninteresting and undesirable. And lived far from Love.
Love is my Life food, I breathe it and live. Now lived in Ego, not in Spirit. No life energy coming from Ego. Just tiredness, insatisfaction, lack of results, sadness.
Slight trials to contact Love, but no feed-back. Energy not cleared yet.

Love comes form Self. It eventually sent me energy, inspiration to act.
Made my declaration of genuine love, with pure energy and passion. And it set me Free.
Happiness and Freedom come from giving Love, not from receiving it. It establishes peace of mind, joy, connection with Divinity. Level of energy increases with every feeling radiating Love. I already had all. It may be Within, but couldn’t feel it till expressed it outside, through radiation. Love for MySelf did not function apart from Love for others.

This time Love was accepted. Spiritual connection re-established shy, in the beginning, and closer and closer rapidly. Feeling of separation disappeared, and oneness took its place. Love grows at previous level and above. Sense Unity, Communion, Trust, Harmony.

Did I learn the lesson, or need more ‘lousy’ feelings to get over it? Will I remember that Love is Unconditional, and Giving it is the point, and not receiving it?

But the next ‘experience’ will be different. I won’t be able to apply my gained knowledge, as it will appear completely new challenge, unwalked path. And will think again I can easily handle it, only to realize that I don’t, and need to suffer again in the process of growth. But the Self has endless understanding, tenderness, and thinks I am doing good. The reward is great. The Love is stronger, feeling of Oneness is deeper.

Never ending learning, experiencing, growing together in Love and Spirit.
Thank You, Father, for All you give me. Everything is Spiritual.

[Mina-Laura]

Dear Leila,

There is no need to suffer. I am thinking about you and Louis and others.
One thing comes to my mind. This eBook.

You need to feel like a winner, on top of the world.

Once upon a time in the midst of despair I got this eBook and a prayer. The book is very specific, written for everybody to understand and it contains specific exercises to train the Mind out of the dead-end loop.

I am thinking that as it helpend me much back then so it shall help you and anyone who thinks they need it. Jorj, the one with this program is a very nice and kind soul, he lives in Montreal and although I am sure he could have loads of money he lives a very simple life, and last time I spoke with him he was still looking for the love of his life, for his Goddess. I believe it was 2007...

Here is his site, it looks as you can have that eBook for any price you want. Many, many years ago I paid 67$ and it was all worth it. http://www.elprehzleinn.com/

You can download the first chapter entitled: WINNING

Here is a fragment:


WINNERS AND LOSERS

The first example of how your mind thinks differently than
you do is in regard to winning and losing. You may have noticed
that in life there seems to be a great deal more losing than there
is winning for many people. I've made that statement in
hundreds of lectures and I can usually tell what my audiences’
lives have been like by the way they react to it. Some people
sigh audibly and agree completely about losing; others are
uncertain, and some people disagree. Let me pose the question:
What is a win? Is it getting your own way? Is it coming out ahead
of other people in some activity, whether it is business or
sports? Is it doing something well? Is it making a lot of money?


What is a "win?"


Chapter 1, Exercise 1.
Think about the question, “What is a Win, “ for a few moments and then
write your answer down on a separate sheet of paper before you go on
reading.

I repeat. Do not go on reading until you have written down
your definition. The reason is because your definition will show
you why and how you have lived your life to this point. Naturally
it won't provide the whole answer, but it should provide some
interesting insights. Once you've got that definition written let's
proceed.


People can be affected in later years by their childhood....


love to you all

[juliainkc]

Good Morning Everyone,

I would like to take this moment to thank all the loving and kind souls for sharing your genuine Spirit and loving embrace in my mother's passing. I am deeply appreciative and grateful for your presence.

Relationships have everything to do with our 'growth' process and draws us closer in intimacy to our Source and in so doing opens our eyes and reveals the true beauty of who we authentically are.

My life is richer and deeper from having this recent experience and I would like to share the blessings of it with you especially those of you whom like me had a not so ideal upbringing and have spent much 'time' trying to make sense of it all.

All I can do is share from my book of stories.

I release my blessings to the Universe.

In Loving Spirit, may you know healing and peace through Love that carries you through it all,

Julia

http://www.you-nique-by-design.com/love-letters-from-god/

[Mina-Laura]

Beloved Julia,

My hearth is with you.

No matter how deep we go into being spiritual there comes a time in life when we cannot simply see as how could we have possibly chosen the experiences we went through as innocent children.

One day though I could see that brutalities endured and overcomed have toughen me up. Like some sort of natural selection. My heart goes to you dearest Julia as in my case my early childhood was smooth and stuff appeared on scene only at early teen years.

You have come a longer way sister, and I bow to your resilience and faith to your lovely soul. Namaste.


Blessings and love to you and All who shaped you,

[wavepsychic]

Hugz to you Julia! Lots of hugz,

Remember.. Pay close attention to your dreamz.

Sharing Love and Light

Louis

[juliainkc]

Hello Beloved Laura,

I am sending Love your way and I am also blessing all those who shaped you into the beautiful Being you are as well. Namaste my sister and thank you for your loving presence.

Louis, loving energy and warm hugs embracing you my 'younger' brother.


I am Inpowered by your Love,

Julia

[wavepsychic]

I have lots of love Julia.

I am Breatharian training so I am doing a lot of the "Love Breath Meditation" & things like that.

I'll radiate tons of love your way Julia, all you have to do is feel it.

Peace

Louis

[juliainkc]

Hi Dear Louis,

I have lots of love Julia.

I am Breatharian training so I am doing a lot of the "Love Breath Meditation" & things like that.

I'll radiate tons of love your way Julia, all you have to do is feel it.

Peace

Louis

Yes you do have lots of love and I do feel your radiance.


Walking in Sunshine and loving every moment of it,

Loving you Louis,

Julia

[juliainkc]

Hello Everyone,

A sister I have known for over 20 years of my life sent me love in a box a couple of days ago. Her way of saying I am here in the midst of my mother's passing.

She was a witness to my family's behaviour towards me and I for her family throughout the years.

We have experienced a pause or space in our relationship since last July until a month or so ago.

She sent me a book that I would not have chosen for myself to read and in the reading of it, I must say that my ideas of love and relationship and 'God' have changed even deeper.

It's underlying message is about this relationship we seem to be seeking in our lives and the desire to have all these questions answered once and for all. How do we make sense of all this we see going on here.

It's a story based on a man's coming to terms with 'God' and human suffering as he lost his youngest daughter to a serial child killer.

His story of redeeming his life again by making his peace with his daughter's murder and the murderer as well as his own father's abusive nature towards him that led to his leaving home at age 13.

A poignant thought in this book for me was the moment he was asked to take the seat of judgement. He was being given the ability to judge God and all humans. Actually he was already doing this, its human nature to play this game. Trying to make 'God' in our image and say 'God' thinks the way we do about these things.

I paused as I read through this part. He was asked to pick from his 5 children, 2 whom would be allowed to experience heaven and then choose 3 whom would be sent to hell for eternity based on his judgments of what is right and what is wrong according to his way of judging another's behaviour including the Originator. Which ones will you choose to allow to live and which ones will you choose to condemn? We have all done this. The ones we like are in and the ones who 'hurt' us or another will die.

Isn't this really so much the way we see life and others and then we knowingly or unknowingly blame a 'God' for this mess we create. Which by the way, the story so beautifully illustrates that this 'God' loves us and our messes and sees us through our messes.

He could not choose death or condemnation for any of his children. Like this 'God' we so often think looks and thinks like we do. The Source of our being.

Just sharing something with you all something to consider along with me in light of what messes we may see 'others' making while in our own ways of judging forgetting that while we are in this mess together there is a way out of it right here and right now.

The book is called "The Shack" by Wm. Paul Young if you feel led to read it.

Still soaking it in.

Love to you All and Namaste my sister Kathie for sharing this with me,

Julia

I edited this because it is a fiction story, my apologies for the earlier error.

[wavepsychic]

Dear Julia,

I used to blame God. Now I know I am God so there is really not point in blaming. I still blame others for making a mess of the Environment. I can't just ignore it!

Peace

Louis

[Goldenman]

Dear Julia,

I been away and busy that I have not been able to share my Love with you through here during your recent experience but I have been through thought.

From reading what you wrote about that book, I can connect it with what I am currently going through feeling like all these problems with others and negative events in the world happening are due to everyone, including myself, blaming another even God for what is happening when in Truth it is they that are allowing it to continue. Thought is contagious. Attract only what you want to allow even though it seems impossible and watch it slowly spread.

I been around many negative thoughts and feelings looking for Love like Leila said but could never find it because I kept blocking the doors and ignoring my true self. I can not find or accept others to Love until I accept and Love myself in every way.

What I am realizing once again in my life right now; In order to give Love, you have to Love yourself selfishly. Seems wrong but by Loving myself in every way that I accept myself and not what others want, then will others Love me as I will be giving off the overflowing Love I have attracted to myself that I want to share freely and openly with All expressions of source. By spending time alone I find it easier to be myself and create my life by focusing selfishly in a way that will have a positive outcome in helping all.

It is only our self that blocks doors to happiness and when we blame others, we are only stating the obvious of what we do not like about ourself that has not yet been accepted in this learning experience called Life.

Unconditional Love to All and Sending Much Love your way Julia,

Jesse

[juliainkc]

Thank you for sharing Louis.

What is interesting about this book is one's approach in seeing God and others from a different angle. Another way of considering that this Source of All does not have any thoughts like we do here in this experience at all.

As in God does not blame anyone, that 'rules' are created from wanting to be 'independent' from one's Source by turning away from one's Source and not the inter-relating relationship that was intended and so man in wanting to be independent created the systems and institutions which we recognize to be in effect today, wanting to be (a God of authority) in control and exert power over another which does not create relationship at all. Instead creating slaves toiling for a living, religions, thou shalt's and such. There are some things in this book that I personally do not agree with at this point yet I would not rule out recommending it to another for some of the more liberating ideas being shared in it.

I gleaned some gems from the reading of it.

Jesse, thank you for sharing your loving thoughts and kindness, I truly appreciate you.

I been around many negative thoughts and feelings looking for Love like Leila said but could never find it because I kept blocking the doors and ignoring my true self. I can not find or accept others to Love until I accept and Love myself in every way.

It is only our self that blocks doors to happiness and when we blame others, we are only stating the obvious of what we do not like about ourself that has not yet been accepted in this learning experience called Life.

I will say that I agree loving yourself is not selfish if we are speaking of being a Loved child of the Source of Love. How can we leave ourself out of the picture? By accepting this love for ourself we then in turn have this love to share with all others. We are expressing the Source of our Divine nature and inheritance, our Love, (loving yourself makes you feel good inside and it shows) and we naturally share it because we are in the same moment Being love for ourself through remaining open to our Spirit's leading, intimate with our Spirit in our body of creation. And this will have a 'positive' outcome.

Unconditional Love is what I see as being the Love that is revealed by example in ones like Yehsua who had full confidence and trust in his Source or Parent of life and so his life was lived not so much in expectation and a sense of responsibility to others but from a trustful expectancy which gave him the ability to respond to others by allowing this Love to flow through him. He surrendered to (totally accepted) this Love in Spirit and it's presence flowed into this world. We are able to share in this too.

We use terms like Parent and such yet, what I am expressing here is about experiencing Union with 'God'. Not a hierarchy type of defintion. An 'outside' of this world type of defining this relationship while using earthly terms. Self parenting.

I agree with you that it is only ourself that blocks the doors to experiencing happiness when we blame others by judging, and doing this unknowingly places ourselves under the control and power of another, which is never where we were ever 'meant' to be and this includes being under the control and power of 'God'. We are being asked to be in intimate relationship with our Source by returning to Love, never by using force of any kind.

And Love allows as many experiences as it takes for one's 'child' to 'grow into' knowing without a doubt this Love that never stops Loving no matter what one's 'child' may do.

Love to you Jesse and Louis and All,

Julia

[juliainkc]

Just my musings here ...

So, now Being open to the newness of each day (something I grew into love with by doing each day through or via journaling), a beloved friend sends me 2 cards in the mail last week. They were precious. One was from M and one was from my beloved friend 'CoCo', the wonder dog. Loving on my guys at the Lake.

In the flow, out in the garden I see a elderly man wandering around the curve into my 'backside' garden. Delivering a breathtaking floral design with card. Kiara and I both mmmming the mystery presence... she echoing my thoughts, 'who are they from?' ...

Aaaah ... It was my Beloved Sister ~ friend Nanc and her Beloved hubby Pat of course. They have a tendency to 'surprise' me becuase they both know I love surprises! Peek a Boo, I see you ... yeah ...

It was the card that made me cry. I love the wonderful reflections in my life. Truly. Nanc and I have very funny stories to share... she is the best story teller and no, not lying stories, real life, her heart space where she resides as I do because we vibe together as friends and sisters and loving our brothers who enrich what we share. We love our guys ... kiss and hugs applied here ...

I am blessed to have the kinds of friends one cannot wait to see, and when they pass through, the fragrance of their presence lingers until the next 'visit'...

The card said this which I so loved and only desire to pass on as a 'Hallmark' Pearl for all of you to tuck away in your pocket. Love Notes from God...

"Seashells remind us

                                                      that every passing life

                                      leaves something beautiful behind.



I love my life, and I speak the language of Love living my life and share it here with you


On that note ... Talker! Relating to another post on 'seasons' ...

"To be interested in the changing seasons is a happier state of mind than to be hopelessly in love with spring." ~ George Santayana


Open Invitation to Love What Is ... ~

Julia
 

[juliainkc]

This came up to be posted by Aleena. She is 2 1/2, so arm in arm ... come and play Aleena style ~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Om_6q_diHw0


just the way it 'use' to be ~

 

[juliainkc]

Listening to this CD reminds me of this tribute to all who have been part and parcel of who we know ourselves to be today, in this moment.

So, something to begin your day with, breakfast with 'Champions' kind of sustenance, finding the GOD (gold) with you ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6635Gym6IA

Remember, as I remember you ~

Julia