Ah yes, a long favored string of thoughts I've entertained here.

The John Hagelin talk was very interesting.

The desire to 'know' the 'how and what' of God and the Universe.

No one can give a definite answer to 'posed and given questions' about God and our Universe. Subjective imagination, theories, mind play, what ifs, all producing simple to the complex fruition of 'maybe'.

Many have asked, some have questioned my sanity with 'why do you trouble with what cannot be coherently answered'? Well, simply stated, 'because I want to'.

It has been mentioned that man can see only 10% of the matter within the Universe. What is the other 90% doing! Where is it!

Even more intriguing is 'what is dark matter?'.

The scientific world speaks of a 'Unified Field', 'Space time', 'Dark matter', 'the space between things', 'consciousness, and even 'all is one' now.
All fascinating subjects to me, that beg further answers.
Extrapolation in full bloom, yields wild conjecture and a beautiful conundrum.

Could 'dark matter' be the energy form of what is called 'Source'!
Is 'Source' the spiritual manifestation of that which we call 'consciousness'!
Is all 'matter and forming matter', the beginning of 'individual consciousness!'
Is 'consciousness', a form of 'dark matter' experiencing and creating, through 'individual consciousness' that becomes Universal Mind !'
Is 'dark matter' Source experiencing as 'gravity, electricity, electromagnetism, heat and light, and all the other unexplainable phenomenons!'

Ah me, back to sorting it all out.
Be Well

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/-t1046.0.html;msg11038#msg11038

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/-t659.0.html;msg6884#msg6884

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/expressing-god-t925.0.html;msg10504#msg10504

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/god-created-man-in-his-own-image-god-created-everything-there-is-t468.0.html;msg2851#msg2851

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/-t296.0.html;msg1494#msg1494

from: Kadensnga on Today at 11:57:54

It becomes increasingly frustrating for those like "G", when the spiritual world makes claims that it cannot stand behind, nor prove..., and it also harms the credibility of those dubbed "spiritual" when serious questions are skirted around for lack of solid answers... Love of spiritual principles does not suffer in the saying that "Spirituality wont grow muscles on your body without working out". Spirituality is for spiritual growth... weights are for physical growth... mincing words does not help.

The proof is always in the eating of the pudding... who can argue with this?

From: juliainkc: Today at 14:44:57

I appreciate you sharing your thoughts here John and I can relate to the way G feels and what you are sharing in agreement with him.

The proof is in what is coming out of the person saying it. Our thoughts reveal what is inside of our Hearts by what comes out of our mouths on a consistent basis. And this materializes in our actions, we demonstrate our most consistent thoughts. So, our physical manifestations reveal what is really behind the words we speak, the bringer of our actions.  Our actions do not create our thoughts. It just seems this way to us until we turn our view around.

Thank you Julia, John and all.
Must say, as I've said a few times, while posting in the forum, 'interesting flow of thoughts' in motion here. My (past and late teacher) used to say 'ask for what ever you want, but make sure it is within the realm of possibilities'. At that time, I thought that I understood those words. Little was I aware, that 'time would present experiences' that would bring that statement into a 'deeper understanding', of it. Here is where that word 'beliefs' enters the picture, along with the words, 'don't try, just do'.
The best of intentions and actions alone, just won't do it.
Gaining true inner beliefs, is at times much like grabbing a handfull of smoke from the air. Life is a learning curve.

One way or another, you will experience it, regardless of beliefs..

Beliefs, intentions, and actions are odd energies. So are miracles. Fact of the matter is, so are all people. Some like it hot, others like it cold. Some like it straight, others don't. Some are led astray, some are not. Some can swim, some never learnt how. The list goes on and on.

The forum presents numerous points of view. Both juliainkc and Kadensnga, (as did the others) in this stream, touched upon both side of a coin. There is no 'one size' fits all, regards "beliefs, intentions, and actions', as missing parts of the puzzle are not the same missing parts for all. That a forum such as OUR, is available to express ones point of view, without a ton of rancor raining down on you, is like a miracle.
As perhaps, in the bible, The Tower of Babel revisited and partially tamed!
Be Well

Hello Goonie,

Is amazing, you've been on this forum for a tad over one year, posted 192 times, and now you ask:

ok tell me exactly wat is the purpose of this forum. im startin to think i dont belong here

So, off with my mods hat, for what I am about to say.

Have you bothered to read the many other posts in this forum, aside from the few that you have read and posted on!

Are you now saying you 'don't actually know why you joined this forum'!

Are you now alluding to 'you may have wasted your time here'!

WOW!

Back on with the mods hat now.

Suggest that you take the time to read the 'Intro' for the nine main topic's, to see if it helps to determine why you joined in the first place.

No intention to upset 'you or any others' with my words, but as I see it, this forum is all about ones  inner and outer world, as it relates to Source and our 'Spirit, Soul and Body'. That seems to be what is taking place here, as the postings show.
Be Well

Hello everyone, its been a while

A question was posed in a conversation I had with a friend who uses brainwave entrainments and I would like to share it with you, if you dont mind helping me find the answere:

At what brain wave can you influence more production of Testosterones, or increase Testosterone levels?

My friend is what you would call a hard gainer. He has a very hard time gaining muscle mass and believes that taking Testosterones injections will help. I told him to not do this as there are alot of negative side effects with these situations. So he then began talking about using brainwaves to do it since I have mentioned in a nother conversation a while back that the delta state can induce higher levels of HGH.

Im not sure if HGH and Testosterones can be released in the same manner. The pituitary gland is in the head so using brain waves make sense. I wasnt sure of such a thing with Testosterones as I never had a problem with mines, though I am curous now. Just how much of an effect can brain entrainment have on your body?

Hello Baki,
Long time is right. That you are in good spirits.

Not able to offer anything regards 'brain entrainment and body mass building'.
Never delved that deep into it.
Do a Google search 'HGH+Testosterones+brain entrainment+body'.
Lots of info available, how valid it all is though, is up for grabs.

Hard gainer is another story.
I was a hard gainer. Slim was my nickname. Toothpick was another.
Did learn what needed to be done to alter that situation.
Mr Universe, nah, wasn't what I wanted. OK, not about me, here though.

Regards your hardgainer friend, there is not enough info regards age, height, weight, methods currently used and frequency of exercise, and food intake.

What areas of the body need attention!
All! Arms! Chest! Legs! Neck! Abs!
Want mass, strength and / or endurance!
Each requires a varied approach.
Be Well

http://www.wisegeek.com/what-are-the-risks-of-high-creatine-levels.htm

http://ezinearticles.com/?Why-Creatine-is-the-Best-Muscle-Building-Supplement-to-Add-to-Your-Muscle-Building-Diet&id=2863088

http://ezinearticles.com/?How-to-Overcome-the-Curse-of-the-Hard-Gainer-Build-Solid-Muscle-Mass-Now&id=2475139

I've always thought nothing too much about astrology especially coming from a Mormon/christian upbringing was always told it's nonsense.  I've looked into it alittle before and even more recently.  Accourding to the Tropical I'm Capricorn, and Sidereal I'm Sagittarius, and out of the two I seem to relate more to Sagittarius than Capricorn.  I thought before that astrology was always just one form universal, and now finding out there are multiple types it seems very confusing between them.

I guess I can look into Astrology as a whole and compare em myself but I don't really think I have the time for that.  Anyone here prefer a certain astrology type?

I'm very much into astrology, but look at it in a form of psychology - weird, I know. I'm not entirely sure as to which one I prefer, however. Tropical: I'm a Gemini, but Sidereal, I'm a Taurus. I'm not too sure on the whole Taurus idea at all - that is still new to me.

Hello cloaknpoke, IsaoftheVeil And All Sharing Souls,

Beautiful conundrum path, with devoted adherents dotting the path, all positive their method is the only way with Astrology.
Did for specific reasons learn to create charts from scratch, hand calculating, and reading it out.
Now I have settled into using a purchased but customised program for Windows XP. Was a battle to get it my way, but managed to get a Sidereal Zodiac, using the Morinus House method into the program. Of course other methods are built in but prefer the customized way.
Just get into a method you can readily relate to and stick with that, otherwise you'll go 'nuts' endeavoring to make sense of the variables involved, and even with the 13th, sign.
The psychology of astrology has a good foundation.

Am I 'into' Astrology though, not really, yet do have a great interest in it. Why I even ventured into it is another story.
If curious enough, follow and read some words I've posted.
Be Well

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/astrological-charts-fact-or-fiction-t551.0.html;msg3192#msg3192

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/introducing-myself-t1285.0.html;msg14815#msg14815

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/higher-self-t1155.0.html;msg13696#msg13696

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/winters-itch-blues-t519.0.html;msg2944#msg2944

http://thetalker.org/archives/157/16-natal-chart-now-and-then-and-why-blog/

http://thetalker.org/archives/235/4-mazzaroth-babbler-and-the-talker/

http://thetalker.org/archives/155/14-the-day-the-talker-was-born-time-capsule/

['I AM']

Um ... backdoor expression ~

Only to those who 'know' what 'me' is to 'you'  ...    

 'I AM'  Busted, unfolded ... opening to ...  

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A87Mqo_yDV4

a 'worthwhile' RE Peatin'

Smack on God Spot moment ~

Julia runnin' away with you because I ~    am ` never gonna stop ~ ...

Hello Julia and All,
Riding a vein of awareness that rubs the humour bones, did notice  a neat 'read', when adding the 'I AM' of your 'juliainkc' signature to the sentence, just to the right of it. So backtracked some more of your already informative posts, to see how many more added, new flavors to a sentence could be found. Cool.
Will start watching for more and others that do that.
Be Well

Well ...  

How is one able to 'see' LIGHT? Does darkness allow LIGHT to be seen?

And as to the prism. Just throwing in this ones quirky ways of observing, what 'if' the prism is Cracked? What happens Now?
Just musing ~
Open to hearing what your thoughts are on the possibility based on 'Anything, absolutely Anything is Possible' ... moment ~
Listening and Radiating Light of Love through this 'Cracked' Prism, Is IT coming through?
Julia

Hello Julia and All Sharing Souls,

Interesting stream flowing here. Light and darkness, hmmn, can we have one without the other! Maybe, but I doubt it, although I do believe the word 'darkness' carries a wide array of interpretations. To alter the word in a meaningful way, would be to apply the word 'color', and reread the 'Light and darkness' phrase, as 'color and light', would be apropos here. In the physical realm, a cracked prism will give one problems with it's use.

Now on to your ''Anything, absolutely Anything is Possible' ... moment ~', and let this one play with that thought.
Do believe that one has internal 'filters' that actually act as prisms, that determine how a person 'reacts to specific emotions'.  So the angle of a prism is not the same for various types of prisms, and applies also to ones emotions. Type of 'emotions and intensity', would be like the various angles of any given prism. These various angles is what adds 'flavor' to the 'emotions and intensity' present in ones inner store rooms.

Taking my 'normal insanity' way, and a 'prism like action' into spiritual territory, now, would be like this:

Source would be the 'White' light.
The prism output as 'colors' , are 'Us' as bits of Source manifesting and experiencing.
Each color output, from the main prism, 'is' lacking one or more colors.
Within each and every one of us, are two 'Seed' filters, namely:  The Holy Spirit, and The Christhood, that are, or may be well hidden.
The 'Us' as bits of Source manifesting and experiencing'', act and react to ones 'emotions and intensities' moment by moment, regardless of consequences.
Some find the hidden 'Holy Spirit, and The Christhood' readily, while others may have a very difficult time before making that discovery.
Prompts and whispers of the 'Holy Spirit, and The Christhood' 'hint'  and give clues to where the main prism is, or direct you away a broken, cracked, prism 'illusion'.

No forcing, always 'ones own choice' to listen, follow, or ignore the 'prompts and whispers'.
Eventually, as one follows the 'True Light', they flow back through the many and varied false prism illusions. into the 'main prism', and restored back within Source as Pure White Light, together again, at Home.

Oh well, did give making sense of it all a wild 'normal insanity' effort.
Be Well

I would also like to add something as well to this topic.

Shadow form, shadow people, ghosts, negative and positive energies . . . perhaps created by our own consciousness and gathering into a form. Perhaps that these "ghosts" are not of dead relatives - though some may actually be, but imagine a source of energy that feels familiar, empowering and yet gives you the heebee jeebees. These shadow forms (I use the term shadows because I don't see lit up beings, I see shadow forms only) could quite possibly be our own conscious created energy; there aiding us, watching us, or whatnot. They could be in another plane of the universe, yet be here with us at the same time. It could also be possible that they could be a formation of energies - ranging from positive energy (love, happiness, joy, laughter, etc.) or negative energy (fears, hate, rage, depression, etc.). I focus more on the shadow than I do the lightened side of me as the shadow is the reflective image that many people tend to not want to see.

Anyhow, I think I'm done talking. Haha.

Hello IsaoftheVeil and All Sharing Souls,
Second welcome to the forums.
Triple header going here. Three mods in a row, WOW.
You'll like the table setting here, as most every post will show.
Enjoyed your use of the term 'heebee jeebees', been a long time since I used it or even heard it said.
Don't take it wrong, but I believe you'll fit right in with my wide range of 'normal insanity' as your post indicates.
Ah yes, so many questions, that beg clarification, and when anything that seems to fit as an answer arrives, one still can be left wondering.
Be Well

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/oh-oh-those-inner-voices-come-from-where-t621.0.html;msg3740#msg3740

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/another-questions-more-regards-information-in-the-book-our-t1284.0.html;msg14796#msg14796

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/changing-the-future-t835.0.html;msg7499#msg7499

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/holy-guardian-angel-angels-and-spirit-guides-t622.0.html;msg3773#msg3773

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/our-shadow-self-t1221.0.html;msg13812#msg13812

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/young-soules-t978.0.html;msg10373#msg10373

The Waiver

I understand that during the course of my life I will be required to make many decisions, such as where I want to live, whom I want to live with, where I work, how much fun I have, and how I spend my money and time, including how much time I spend waiting for things to get better and people to change, and whom I choose to love.

I understand that many events that occur will be out of my hands and that there are inherent dangers and risks in all decisions I make.  Life and people have no obligation whatsoever to live up to my expectations; I have no obligation to live up to the expectations of anybody else.  Life is a high-risk sport, and I may become injured along the way.

I agree that all the decisions I make are mine and mine alone, including how I choose to handle the events that are beyond my control.  I hereby forfeit my right to recourse as a victim, including my rights to blame, complain, and whine or hold someone else responsible for the path I choose to take.  I am responsible for my participation--or lack of it--in life.  And I take complete responsibility for the outcomes and consequences of all decisions I make, understanding that ultimately it is my choice whether I become happy, joyous, and free or stay miserable and trapped.

Although people may voluntarily nurture and love me, I and I alone am responsible for taking care of and loving myself.

Signed:  Talker_________

Date:  __11 - 04 - 2009__

When you are connected with source, and understanding how you get what you get in your life...does it matter if another is deceptive?

Ponder this my friend.

Namaste,
John

Hello Kadensnga  and All Sharing Souls,

Ah yes, deception, the mother of creativity in and for some.

Your words, well put together, do point out salient truths.

Even in the face of being told here, 'you only see in others........ ', and without going into details, I do believe that it matters, albeit, not always of a serious nature.

Deception arrives in many forms and flavors. How that deception arrives, lets say 'intuitively', here, is quite different from that which has or may have caused harm to another, (or) arrives as an awareness that 'all is not as it should be'.
Scattered bits of actions, accumulated over time, and eventually 'tied' together, can form a revealing picture of deliberate deception.
So would also need to mention, that there are degrees of deception that are broad in scope.  Politics, business deals, and countries, are fertile grounds for deception.

Yes, much more could be added here.
Be Well

[I (Source) have a favorite game, many of you have enjoyed. Hide and Seek. I (Source) will and do hide, while you seek I delight when found We are the experience Is Love in motion We are again One]

Dear Julia and All,

Greatly enjoyed the flavor you added here.

May I add to your list of quotes, a personal thought feeling!
Be Well

    I (Source) have a favorite game, many of you have enjoyed.

                                       Hide and Seek.

                             I (Source) will and do hide,
                                       while you seek
                                    I delight when found
                                   We are the experience
                                                 Is
                                        Love in motion
                                          We are again
                                                One

Hello Julia, John and All Sharing Souls,

Ah, the coming to light of day, as in expressing. Thank you both.
Not so much, of knowing all the answers, as to giving substance to an
unknown, that, which we acknowledge as Source or God.

Spiritually and from deep within, we sense and feel the energy's that animate the flesh, while knowing nothing of that beautiful, and as you called it, operating system. Beyond just knowing a name for an operating system at certain point, any operating system is very complex. Be it computer or Source as God. Win XP has 40 million lines of coding. Imagine the lines of code to run the Universe, astronomical would be an major understatement. Win XP has like 45 layers of dependency. The Universe make these layers of dependency pale in comparison.

The point I was endeavoring make, was, while experiencing, as in life, actions and prayer, whose energy are we feeling, and to whom or what are we directing that felt energy to, by just being alive and with praying. Is life full of ongoing coincidences or is there a master operating system we call Source. Even with a computer, one has an inkling of what to expect from an operating system.
Now back to figuring out 'Source', and what makes it tick.

So is it asking to much, to want to know, 'how' and 'what' the Universes master operating system may look like and function as!  I don't think so, just makes for an interesting journey, delving into it. So one may never actually figure it all out, yet it is a very appealing venture for some. Yes, it defies logical analysis, so one uses a nonlogical approach, which takes one right back to 'what is that intelligent energy we call God or Source!

It's there, I sense the beauty of it, I can feel it, I can see it, I can hear it, I can taste it, I can smell it, it touches me inside, but I can not actually touch it.
Ah, then comes the gentle whisper, 'I AM ALL', and it commences to awaken the understanding of it.

So, of my own volition, do arbitrarily assign a huge active, colorful tapestry, to it, to satisfy that inner yearning to know more of Source, and call 'Intelligent Energy', in my life experiences.

Oops, I see some guys in white jackets coming, gotta duck outta here, as they are holding what looks like a strait jacket.
Be Well

God (Source) as to looks, location and function in our life flows into many descriptions. Is what one believes, singular, or parts of a common belief!

Reams of paper, by the ton, has been used to talk on God, and the Works of this God, as Source, in our life. 

 For one so well known, talked to, prayed to, implored, cursed, beseeched, loved, hated, considered just, considered unjust, considered cruel, considered loving, considered peaceful, considered warlike, and the list can go on endlessly, what actually do you believe deep down inside!

So, not for some one else, not with what you've read or were taught, but for you in this moment, in the secrecy of your own deep thoughts,  how does Source (God), look, act, relate to you personally!

In the link shown, I fairly well put down my own thoughts as beliefs on this subject. Yes, it was in a dream, so what!. Aren't many dreams based on inner beliefs, and outer happenings, woven into a 'dream drama' and presented to you as a dream, and in many cases, presented to you, to assist one!

So in a fashion, throughout life, I've been rewriting childhood teachings, from a bearded King sitting in a large palace, and royally dressed.  One that is marking all your errors in a 'Book of Judgement', and punishing you for transgressions you are not even aware that they are transgressions. Still in the rewriting stage.

The coming to awareness, that one paints and writes, their own life drama, a drama that fits in that segment, (neatly or otherwise) that is called between, birth and death. The coming to awareness, that what is called Karma, is how we judge our own selves, in reaching balance in and with life experiences. Much like having to pay the piper, for having listened to the incorrect music.
The coming to awareness, that if one dislikes what is happening and taking place in their life, they can rewrite the script for nicer results. Of course, there is a learning curve process, so time and effort 'may or is' required, until one learns how to 'believe in instant materialization'. The latter statement being the most troublesome in achieving.

The coming to awareness, that one 'choose' to come into a physical experience, with prebirth 'Godship' purposely 'blanked' out, so we could test our own selves, against our own written drama, for that experience, and add to the 'whole' of, I AM.

Where Source is position wise, can only say 'everywhere'.
As to what Source is, I believe that Source is an intelligent Energy.
How Source nourishes us, is I believe, being prompted by the Holy Spirit, and is ones choice to either listen or ignore.
Flunk our own drama test script, and we do another round of tries.
Believe that we all were born, with the necessary 'tools', albeit, needing to be rediscovered, to make it through any life experience.

So now, you have my story.
Even in the face of more could be written.
While I would further explain my beliefs, I will not enter into arguments over them.

What is yours!

http://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/rhetorical-rambling-or-normal-insanity-t1173.0.html;msg18236#msg18236

[Same day we get a call, 'what did you do to the organ, it sounds terrible]

Define~ Harmony.

We use the term loosely I believe. Perhaps it's time to redefine what harmony really is...and let clarity help us create more of what is wanted in our lives ~ Myself included.

Harmony is ~ "Everything is as it should be".

When we are faced with circumstances, vibes that we are not happy with...dis~chord...

Does this mean we are "Out of harmony"? Are we not still harmonizing with a frequency?

I say, that all circumstances are in perfect harmony with that frequency that we emit...Now, as for discomfort , by tweaking our own vibrations we can come out of harmony with what is not wanted, and come INTO harmony with what is instead...

In closing thought; we are never out of harmony, the question is always "What am I harmonizing with"?

Hmmm...

Thank you Julia for your mentions in posts... I am oblivious to being the center of any problems... only love emanates from this one. Some may attract awareness's that are not wanted or bring discomfort from my or your words or anyone else's words... however the words will do best for the ones who harmonize with the uplifting aspects of what is written... The intentions in writing are never harmful...

Take heed to "how" you hear, is a power statement for me this month.

In any event "Happy Sunday Everyone"!!!!

Great Love to you All.

John

Hello Kadensnga and All sharing Souls,
Ah yes Harmony.
John, as a musician, you may well chuckle at my learning curve here.

Now for a Talker story.

Decades past while still active in field electronics, had a call to repair a Choir masters,  church organ.
So there I am, after the repair, with a Conn Strobotuner, all set up and tweaking the oscillators to perfection, as indicated by the strobolight.

Another job well done.

Same day we get a call, 'what did you do to the organ, it sounds terrible.
Back I go, recheck with the trusty Conn Strobotuner.
All is perfect and stable.
Sounds good to my ear, but the lady says it 'just don't sound right'.
What to do now!
Place a call to the Conn Organ company, and speak to my engineer contact.
Explain the ladies comment of 'don't sound right' even with the perfect 'lock' of the tuning oscillators. The engineer thinks a moment, and must have smiled, as he says go back and 'minutely 'detune' with whatever shows first , of a minus or positive from the strobes zero stand point, for each oscillator.  Well that didn't make sense, but what was I to do, to satisfy the ladies musical ear.
Off I go, to purposely detune an organ, as suggested by the Conn engineer.
I do a few of my infamous Elmer's Tune, notes on the detuned organ, and the lady smiles, and says 'oh, you finally got it right this time'. Sheesh.
What was lacking, as I came to find out, was the rich harmonics, produced by slightly detuned but 'almost' perfectly locked electronic frequencies, gave nicer sounds then a perfectly tuned organ.
So harmony is not necessarily the same for all experiencing it.
So lesson learnt.
Be Well

Reading the through the many topics and posts, validates, for this one, that indeed, we all are special and unique souls.
The many flavors of energies flowing is magnificent and telling.

As I see it here, there is a prime Universal Tapestry, showing unlimited, holographic, individual segments of various shapes and colors, that fit together as a whole.
Is that Universal Tapestry, that, which I know as Source, I ask myself, incredulously!
Going closer to see just what the individual segments are, brings into sight an amazing, breath taking awareness, of activity within those segments.

What is this feeling that I'm becoming aware of!

An awareness of a million billion trillion brilliant sparkling shapes, fit together as One.
What is this, awesome magnificent sight!
I must know and find out what it is.
How!
There was a gentle whisper, that filled my being, as a brilliant glow. The whisper became a voice saying 'I Am You'. No, no, no way, are you me, I reply in a panicked thought. I still stumble and walk through the shadows.
Yea, fear not, as I do not walk beside you, I Am You.
Now I'm completely blown away.
Please some one, explain this to me.
The gentle voice now says, "When The Soul asks, The Master appears, you did ask".
Oh boy, what did I get into here kind of thoughts are flowing in and out of my mind. Well, I finally think, might as well run with this flow.
A bit bolder now, I ask, 'what am I seeing here, please!'.
'You are seeing the YOU, the ME, the I, the WE, and the US, that is the total I AM'.
Aw, your kidding now, aren't you!
Only if that's what you want, the voice replies.
So I'm talking to myself now!
Yes, if that's what you want, the voice replies.
Bolder now, I ask 'when I pray to you, am I praying to my self then!'
Patiently and gently the voice continues 'Yes, but why ask for that, which you already have, the power to create your own self'.
Aw come on give me a break, are you saying I can make or create my own goodies!
Yes, is what is being said to you, the voice states.
Why all the crap then, that I experience, isn't that your doing!
With infinite patience,the voice continues, 'We are evolving into higher awareness, and in that awareness came the desire to play with creation. To experience all, is where OUR creativity took on new meaning. Some while in the physical plain, managed to create what is now called 'hard and difficult' experiences. Others of US saw this as brand new experiences and decided to also play that game. It was happily talked about in our get together, when experiences were being discussed, on how exciting it was to blank out all memories of how we can immediately correct what we want to correct. So it became a challenge to enter the physical plains, and like those new electronic fun games, learn to master the 'hard and difficult' aspects, and rack up 'points' as the newer ones call it.
What are all those 'individual segments' I saw earlier. I now ask. The voice continues with, those are us, waiting for the filling in of gained experiences.
Completely amazed and baffled, I ask, 'How can I be out here asking a question, when you are saying I'm in there racking up points with colorful experiences!'
With a loving laugh now, the voice goes on, 'some of us were highly creative, and created a complex holographic energy, that can be manipulated to suit ones experience desires. So you are here as an illusion, with a preplanned holograph, yet in the main sphere, with full magnificent awareness. As you gain colorful, albeit, with sorry consequences at times, you fill in your individual segment of the whole, with your new experiences.
Any experience gained by one soul bit doing illusion experiencing, is shared by all the souls at home, that make up the whole.

Well, I'm finding that all hard to comprehend, why all the mystery here. Still patiently and gently the voice continues, 'no mystery here, is what we wanted, in order to expand, and further evolve into even more beautiful beings, with our creativity'.

Loudly, a voice is yelling 'come on dad, wake up, you promised us a trip to the park'. Wow, is one of the kids poking me in the ribs. Shake my head, to clear the fuzzy, what a dream.
Be Well