Hello Dear Ruben,

A very warm welcome to the forums. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and experiences here with us.
Hello everyone, I'm very new so I hope I am posting on the right section. I have read a few posts I believe it was here or a different forum where people ask why do we need a body, why be here when this world only has suffering and pain. Would it be accurate to say that looking at the bigger picture everything we have in this world, joy, pain, suffering, happiness, are all experiences that we (souls, spirits, original self) want to go through for the sake of learning? Now I have read that our physical reality was created by all of us (souls, spirits, original self) as a means to learn and experience and still be in harmony with our original self but overtime we have strayed from the original intent and now at this point in our physical reality as a human race are less in tune with our higher self thus the ego factor, materialism, wars, suffering. Was all this the plan or a deviation from the original plan?
The wonderful thing about being a participant in the forums here, is that it is like a Universal Journal. We have the opportunity to view diverse angles to the questions and ponderings of what is this Life experience for? I participate in a take what speaks to you and leave the rest 'position' meaning that what I share is intended as a suggestion and not so much to explain to another how one must see something. That is my Hearts intention. A speaking out loud to myself ... with this said ...
Anyone here in this reality, 'signed up' for, agreed to the experience. The Curriculum as it is called in A Course in Miracles is not changeable. In other words, we are here to experience Life on planet Earth, living in a form. How we live in our form is up to us. We can choose how or the way we will experience the Curriculum ~ Experiencing from the fear view that leads to pain and suffering is not living, it is merely 'trying' to survive.
Love's view is Lived being permeated by Peace, that All is Well. It's an inside 'job'. Anyone who has ever lived in this reality can relate to living from pain and suffering at some point, many do not really deeply realize that one can choose to live pain and suffering free. I will share that I do not believe in a deviation from the original plan. Source is All Knowing and non-interfering in these things.
We have free will to create anything we are capable of thinking of. And this is how all of us are living right now. We are living from what we think of the most. We are this Powerful however many are 'abusing' their power and do not realize it because they 'think' things are happening 'to' them and not so much coming from them.
We are creators as Divine Sparks of the Creator of All Life. I will say that we cannot experience harmony with our Authentic Self and remain in pain and suffering although pain and suffering are a mirror that leads us into remembering our Self and not the image or backwards reflection in the mirror. We 'need' a mirror to remember what we look like kind of idea instead of Living I Am ...
i have also read that our reality is just a deception for other beings to feed off from our energy. Dark beings who feed off from fear, emotions thoughts. And these beings are constantly coercing light beings to being incarnated for the sole purpose of providing energy. Is this just false or any thoughts about this?
Well, there are so many ideas floating around yes? Anything is possible to the one whom gives it power of thought. Focusing on a thought like this gives it energy. As to co-ercing light beings, I would say that the responsibility lies within each one to accept or not accept the temptation. No one can force you nor I to do anything against our will and to think this way only reveals a weakness in our minds by not taking Mastery of our life, we give our Power away to 'others' we think are outside our sphere of influence.
Then there's us who in one way or another have come to question religion beliefs, society rules, or are open minded enough to study other possibilities rather than accept what has been instilled in us since childhood. How can one measure a level of understanding, or spiritual growth. I know at this point i'm just scratching the surface where I feel that I am here to gain experience from my higher self to ultimately reunite with the source, but how do I go deeper from the surface and measure my understanding or growth.
I know it is a lot of pondering and I would appreciate anyone's comments or opinions.
Thank you
Ruben
How can one 'measure' a level of understanding or spiritual growth? How much Peace do you feel in your Heart, how still is your Mind, how clean and pure are your thoughts towards yourself and others? The deeper you go into your awareness of your Authentic Self the deeper the Silence or stillness of your HeartMind and the less pain and suffering you feel. Your Peace expands within you, it fills you and permeates you and your life circumstances because you are manifesting, creating your reality by the seeds of thoughts you are daily nurturing, feeding and then harvesting.
We are fully capable Beings, this is not earned, we came into this experience with this Intact. We just have forgotten. And 'Churchianity' has done alot of damage of keeping ones under slavery and control by constantly feeding fear based thoughts into ones of their unworthiness. Undoing the very things that the One they say they follow came to bring to our Remembrance. I and God are One and the same Energy.
God is another word for Good. So, focusing on thoughts of Goodwill for ourself and towards others and practicing on these things will yield a fruitful harvest that is fit to eat and will maintain ones health in abundance. Tend to your seed garden, your thoughts. Keep a watch on them and filter them by choosing thoughts that fill you with Loves Peaceful Presence.
We are ponderers yes? So, I say, ponder away Ruben, just ponder on uplifting thoughts and you will reap the benefits of InJoying life in verdant meadows and not so much experiencing life as a battlefield, from a 'need' to survive the experience. You will feel the difference my friend ... question any thought or idea that does not allow you to feel Loves Abiding Presence ... and replace it with one that does.
Just sharing food for thought,
Many Blessings, Be Well,
Love in Spirit,
Julia
