Looks, location and function of Source in your life.

[Talker]

God (Source) as to looks, location and function in our life flows into many descriptions. Is what one believes, singular, or parts of a common belief!

Reams of paper, by the ton, has been used to talk on God, and the Works of this God, as Source, in our life. 

 For one so well known, talked to, prayed to, implored, cursed, beseeched, loved, hated, considered just, considered unjust, considered cruel, considered loving, considered peaceful, considered warlike, and the list can go on endlessly, what actually do you believe deep down inside!

So, not for some one else, not with what you've read or were taught, but for you in this moment, in the secrecy of your own deep thoughts,  how does Source (God), look, act, relate to you personally!

In the link shown, I fairly well put down my own thoughts as beliefs on this subject. Yes, it was in a dream, so what!. Aren't many dreams based on inner beliefs, and outer happenings, woven into a 'dream drama' and presented to you as a dream, and in many cases, presented to you, to assist one!

So in a fashion, throughout life, I've been rewriting childhood teachings, from a bearded King sitting in a large palace, and royally dressed.  One that is marking all your errors in a 'Book of Judgement', and punishing you for transgressions you are not even aware that they are transgressions. Still in the rewriting stage.

The coming to awareness, that one paints and writes, their own life drama, a drama that fits in that segment, (neatly or otherwise) that is called between, birth and death. The coming to awareness, that what is called Karma, is how we judge our own selves, in reaching balance in and with life experiences. Much like having to pay the piper, for having listened to the incorrect music.
The coming to awareness, that if one dislikes what is happening and taking place in their life, they can rewrite the script for nicer results. Of course, there is a learning curve process, so time and effort 'may or is' required, until one learns how to 'believe in instant materialization'. The latter statement being the most troublesome in achieving.

The coming to awareness, that one 'choose' to come into a physical experience, with prebirth 'Godship' purposely 'blanked' out, so we could test our own selves, against our own written drama, for that experience, and add to the 'whole' of, I AM.

Where Source is position wise, can only say 'everywhere'.
As to what Source is, I believe that Source is an intelligent Energy.
How Source nourishes us, is I believe, being prompted by the Holy Spirit, and is ones choice to either listen or ignore.
Flunk our own drama test script, and we do another round of tries.
Believe that we all were born, with the necessary 'tools', albeit, needing to be rediscovered, to make it through any life experience.

So now, you have my story.
Even in the face of more could be written.
While I would further explain my beliefs, I will not enter into arguments over them.

What is yours!

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[Kadensnga]

Good question beloved Talker,

I believe that God is Source, and that source is the "all that is" and that 'we' are projections of IT's consciousness. We are in IT though we have a consciousness of our own, much like the cells within our own body have their own purposes and consciousness... much like our seed (children) are a part of us... and even more a part of God... yet they have their own consciousness.

They were manifested into the world by the same power, and were born with the same rights that each of us were... as individuals.

Yet we all participate in the same world... in the same mind... just different expressions of IT.

Going off on a tangent here...sorry.

I believe that we are all an expression of God... yes sometimes I see him as a grey bearded father, and my belief is able to form a God that is outside of myself who can hear my cries...when that is needed...ie; someone to turn to. Humanity as a whole did that and manifested the lifetime of Jesus.

Also my beliefs can see me AS god at times... or God is just some big energy field... whatever...

My God Changes in and out of form at the call of my spirit... IT forms whatever is needed in the situation.

Those are the "forms" though, you asked about what we believe.

I believe that God is the all that is...and that we are projections, expressions of IT, born with the same features and rights... just as our children are born with the same rights we are.

However, interestingly, hmmm.... even children are not able to fully EXERCISE their rights until they have made it so far through the curriculum.

There's my thoughts. They represent the beliefs of the moment 

John

[Kadensnga]

Ps.

Talker I have developed a term for these circumstances... the way I would personally interpret your question would be "What is your operating system?

Learning from many different teachers I have many operating systems...

Computers work. Period...what operating system do they work on?

The body can lose fat by cutting out fat, or by taking in ONLY fat... or cutting out food altogether... or by not changing the diet but increasing the output of energy instead, or BOTH.

Which operating system do you want to lose weight by?

You can succeed by the "Tony Robbins" massive effort technique, or also by the "Esther Hicks" effortless creation technique...

Which operating system do you use and what kind of creation does it facilitate?

A million highways...

John

Can we be comfortable in the "not needing to know all the answers"?

I try to become more that everyday, somedays easier than others. Why do we need to know? Perhaps someone will remind me if there is a reason to know... as long as a belief system works I say use it, till you find another that you like, upgrade it , whatever... whatever helps you experience in the way that you seek... Karma brings it's own return... though I dont know about it making moral judgements per say ...it returns the equivelant matching vibrations back to you... so we reap what we sow...karma is the universes built in balancing scale.

All is perfect.

[juliainkc]

Good Morning Beloved Talker and All,

I am deeply moved by your sharing here and in the Rhetorical Ramblings post. You have covered the Life Curriculm with coming to know God Energy ~ Source nicely. I will be honest and say, that something stirred in me to respond and yet when I went to flow, alot did flow yet the 'green light' wasn't on to release it.

Wow, I will say that I had myself quite the time in reviewing my Life album from your asking, 'What is yours?'

We tend to be impatient and seek quick and easy answers. The reason I see that it has taken me years to be comfortable with this is that I made what is simple too hard. I did not say easy. I said simple. How is this simple.

It is flow and ongoing flow ~

It happens in the moment you get it. You realize that you have God Energy Presence with you and in you all the time. It's in you and all around you right now. Your just too busy running away from It to notice it, by stopping your running, stilling or shhing your mind to be able to experience It's Presence in you right now. Too busy and too impatient to sit still.

It has been clearly experienced when my mind and emotions have all been emptied out.  When I have surrendered into the unknown after sifting and sorting through all I know that I become the quietest. And in this place of after the moment of moving through, all the cussing and screaming at my Life and giving up my ideas of what a God is suppose to do for me and be for me, yelling loudly where it hurts, I would feel God Energy enveloping me when I stopped.

I feel like I am being enveloped in a warm vibrational Energetic Field, like being inside of a bubble and at the same time this Energetic field is inside of me. The boundaries are indistinguishable and my focus is only on this sensation. It has my fully undivided attention. I have no concept of time in these moments.

And Peace is the sound of Silence. All my physical and inner senses are experiencing this at once.

From dropping all the heaviness to feeling Light Energy. In this emptied state is when I can hear the inaudible voice. Soft, gentle yet powerful all in the same expression. I love you thoughts.

I was in a very deep dark night of the soul in 2002. After 8 years of working on myself after divorce, I found myself entangled in the worst nightmare relatioship of my life. I was incredulous. And beating myself up with regularity at how I missed this Vampire. It was a time of being awoken regularly between 2 and 4am. I sat on my deck steps this one morning at 3am and the beauty of the full moon was being presented to me as it was facing me directly from where I sat. I just looked deeply into it and I was breathing deep and slow. Feeling the weight once again and at my wits end that I was feeling this way once again. I felt broken and lost and that there was no way out of this. So, I cried and I said through my tears, if there is a God I want to know right now that you hear me and are listening. Help me find a way out of this. Help me get my life back.

I heard nothing. What happened is I went in and got some kleenex and came back out to sit and I glanced up and saw clouds moving across the face of the moon. And I did a doubletake. Then I stared and blinked my eyes to make sure I was seeing what I was seeing. The clouds were oddly shaped, puffy yet separated out and spelled out I love you only the love was in the shape of a heart. I drew it into my journal. I remember the feeling of Peace and All is Well in this moment. And the noone would ever believe this musing yet I did. I saw it with my own eyes. I didn't know how I was going to get free of this nightmare yet now, I knew that I would. I felt All is Well.

And it was. Six months later, through crazy mistake this man made he was removed from my life. Peace restored and trustful knowing. My faith was strengthened and many more little signs along the way that has brought to now.

Like my eldest daughter who recently went on another 'I have to run away' to find myself adventure. She took a month off work, left on a Thursday, walked into my house on Saturday and said, 'Mom, I was sitting in my car, looking at the map and wondering where am I going from here? And this 'feeling' came over me and surrounded me and I heard, 'Home, I want to go Home now. I don't have to run anymore.'

Like my own feeling now. I am Home. I don't have to run away any longer. And I am experiencing this God Energy regularly, I am abiding in it now and I do notice the difference because of all the things in my life that led me to surrender into it fully.

I love my Life. Thank you Talker for asking this question. It is one that all have the opportunity to ask and experience this for themself. If you sit still long enough and listen and notice ...

Be Blessed, Be Well,

Love to you and All,

Julia

[Talker]

Hello Julia, John and All Sharing Souls,

Ah, the coming to light of day, as in expressing. Thank you both.
Not so much, of knowing all the answers, as to giving substance to an
unknown, that, which we acknowledge as Source or God.

Spiritually and from deep within, we sense and feel the energy's that animate the flesh, while knowing nothing of that beautiful, and as you called it, operating system. Beyond just knowing a name for an operating system at certain point, any operating system is very complex. Be it computer or Source as God. Win XP has 40 million lines of coding. Imagine the lines of code to run the Universe, astronomical would be an major understatement. Win XP has like 45 layers of dependency. The Universe make these layers of dependency pale in comparison.

The point I was endeavoring make, was, while experiencing, as in life, actions and prayer, whose energy are we feeling, and to whom or what are we directing that felt energy to, by just being alive and with praying. Is life full of ongoing coincidences or is there a master operating system we call Source. Even with a computer, one has an inkling of what to expect from an operating system.
Now back to figuring out 'Source', and what makes it tick.

So is it asking to much, to want to know, 'how' and 'what' the Universes master operating system may look like and function as!  I don't think so, just makes for an interesting journey, delving into it. So one may never actually figure it all out, yet it is a very appealing venture for some. Yes, it defies logical analysis, so one uses a nonlogical approach, which takes one right back to 'what is that intelligent energy we call God or Source!

It's there, I sense the beauty of it, I can feel it, I can see it, I can hear it, I can taste it, I can smell it, it touches me inside, but I can not actually touch it.
Ah, then comes the gentle whisper, 'I AM ALL', and it commences to awaken the understanding of it.

So, of my own volition, do arbitrarily assign a huge active, colorful tapestry, to it, to satisfy that inner yearning to know more of Source, and call 'Intelligent Energy', in my life experiences.

Oops, I see some guys in white jackets coming, gotta duck outta here, as they are holding what looks like a strait jacket.
Be Well

[juliainkc]

Perhaps it is way too vast and too much for us to comprehend or know in this moment. Perhaps if we did see this One we express as Source of All living it would blow the body right off our beings. Due to our experiencing Infinite Being in finite forms within a finite space and time frame. Pondering these things is enough it seems to keep many distracted and ongoingly searching.

How do we squeeze IT ALL into a small space? Does this mean IT isn't Present in the small space? I see IT in a newborn baby, now having experienced motherhood and being a grand mother.

Whose Energy are we feeling, well, I can only share from within this Being, It is an all within all feeling. Expressions of point and grunt moments seem to bring out the creative Spirit in all of us. Poetry, sculpture, music and books. Feats of daring, rising from moments of defeat. Going on after believing you couldn't and seeing more than you remember in that dark moment you ever would or could.

I wonder why we feel we need to figure all this out. When do we begin to just relax into our life and InJoy living in IT? Perhaps this is the only way to know IT. When we stop the trying to figure IT out so much and just hang out with IT like a best friend intimately interwoven into the very essence of our Being.

Feeling what we feel inside and out, seeing what we see and knowing what we know. Hmm... could IT be this close and this is why we are 'missing' it?

As we creatively express with our hands busywork is IT perhaps touching what we touch, could IT be this close and we just keep 'missing' IT? hmmm ...

Perhaps it is from our own ways of finite thinking that this Infinite Source escapes our being able to draw an exact picture to keep in ones locket or to be defined at all...

Ah well, all I can say, is that in some way and somehow, the idea was in me and has only increased and no, I don't need to argue about whether anyone believes what or how I believe either. I know for myself and this is enough.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

Could this be about believing before seeing? I see this in you and I see this in me and others here too...

Back to the Love threads weaving into the tapestry of Once upon a time ago, all times happening all at once,

Julia