Levitation

[Sabatha Wolf]

Good evening everyone,
Thank you all for your input and yes I will apply the peace!!!!LOL It is wonderful advise as I have only found good advise in this group of very enlightened folks.You are truly good for me.
Thank you all !!!
I really dont lke the word Witch because the kids in school called me that and I had no friends because of it.
If i am a witch,it comes natural.I have no rituals, dont worship the devil LOL and dont have a wiccan bone in my body.Im not into the goddess of the kleenex box or any other goddesses.I have a higher power I call God,I see the sun as my higher power.
I do believe we all have powers tapped or untapped.My grandmother was also labeled a witch by some so maybe I am too.But like I said,if I am,it comes naturally. :-)And yes that is I in the picture.
I am afraid of the Levitation.I dont do it on purpose.It always feels like there is evil in the room everytime it happens.It just makes me frightened.I wish it did'nt,and I wish I could controll it.When it happens I am asleep.It has happened alot here in the last 3 months,I have even called "Ghost busters"I wish I could do it at will.!!! Then I think it would be fun.
Am I a witch?
I hope I dont sound as if I am offended,I am not.It is a very courious question.Why do you ask?
I have tryed to seek answers and looked into a few groups on line,but it seems I really dont fit in.The wiccans believe so much differently than I.If I am a witch,it is a generational thing for me and I feel like I fit in here better than I do with the witches,so really I just dont know.I think I would just like to be aware and enlightened.I dont want to be a WITCH.I just want to be me.

Again thank you all for welcoming me and helping me so much.I dont want to be weak,I want to be like all of you.Thats why I am here.I dont want to talk about my problems anymore,I dont want that to be part of my reality.I dont want you all to see me as weak.I just want to be as intelligent as all of you are and help others like you do.
I hope I still fit in here.Truly I am here to learn.
I hope I dont sound pathetic.
I thought about you 3 today,it feels good,like I have some friends.Thank you!!!

Love,
Sabatha

[Sabatha Wolf]

John.I like your idea about taking the path of least resistance and Laura,You are so right about the peace thing. :-DThank you both for being so wise.

[Sabatha Wolf]

Oh and Julia.Are you sure your not the fairy Godmother?LOL  I do so love your words.Yours too Mina and John.
Thank You for being you.
Sabatha

[juliainkc]

Hi Sabatha and All,

Much could be shared here out loud yet I will spare those whom don't care for long posts. My Heart is with you and thank you for you kind and loving thoughts.

The wonderful 'thing' about this forum is that it is filled with genuine Souls like yours from all over this planet whom are experiencing in this world and this is a part of the Soul's Journey. I am blessed that ones feel safe and warmly welcomed enough to come in here and open up and express. So often we feel alone and separated and nothing could be further from the 'truth'. We are all in this together as Unique Souls sharing from the Center of our Universe.

We are like family here. We Love, Laugh, Live and argue too! But, we manage to return to Peace.

Share on Sabatha. I appreciate you being you too.


Be Well, Be Blessed.

Much Love,

Julia


P.S. LOL!! Hmm ... Fairy Godmother ... why yes! That sounds like so much fun ~   

[Kadensnga]

Thats freaky Sabatha!

Didnt you know that bone that connects your two collar bones together is called the "wiccan bone"...you dont have one of those?

ps. Julia? Spare? Long posts?

What have you done with my friend? Who are you?

Indeed. Sabatha has brought up about 10 good topics of discussion here...but I also will not be the one to wield the bliss of truth this time... let others have fun utilizing their knowing.

[Sabatha Wolf]

Hi John!!!!
Thats funny!!!
Is that true?
Im glad your here.

Love and Peace,
Sabatha

[Kadensnga]

I swear on a cherry tree it's as true as the day is long!

Namaste. Nice to see you here as well.

Seriously, you dont have one?

Great love,
"K"

[Sabatha Wolf]

You always know just what to say Julia.
You rock.

Rock On,
Sabatha

[Sabatha Wolf]

Well I guess I must then john if you do 

[Kadensnga]

I am playing...lol.

I believe it's the "clavical actually... It was on my mind because my grandson told me the other day...do you know what this is called? (pointing), it's the "clavical"... really? Yeah it the bone in your neck that comes down like this (pointing) again...
No way.! Really boy?

Yeah it's the clavical grampaw...

Wow. You are a very smart young man!

"I know" he says...

Lots of childlike play going on with me lately.

[SaintSoldier]

Sabatha:
My grandmother recently passed, and even though she was never called a witch, she did amazing things behind the scenes, one of which included amassing enormous amounts of wealth with her choices in investments, the Right way. She did not live an easy life at all; physical abuse was part of it, along with much competition stemming from jealous close relatives. Yet she did what seems to be the hardest thing anyone could choose; to let them in peace. She chose to not confront anyone, to not fight, to not be reduced to anger or weakness. I hope her example can teach you as much as it has taught my family.

 It sounds like your line are of the effector type. My family seems to be more of the feeler type in our execution of phenomena, without rituals or practice. I wonder if you have any experience with knowing things in advance/feeling electrical currents/when people are at the door; any corollary in our natural abilities would tell me it would be possible for me to maybe acquire through belief the same abilities you profess, wolf of the weekend. Seems walking on water isn't the only thing high level shamans can do. Can you also move things with your thoughts? Change the timings of stop lights? Although the closest to this I can achieve is knowing when the lights are changing, I have been told by multiple sources that a friend of mine can do this sometimes while under the influence of marijuana, however the state it induces in him is nowhere close to natural and safe.

Also, I have some questions about obe's if you would be willing to help me achieve the clarity I want. I understand that you do not try to achieve this state, it only occurs. Can you achieve it at will? The extent of my perceptive abilities with closed eyelids seems to be only seeing what I want to focus on, creating the visualization I want to see. It would be a great asset to enhancing my abilities if I could see beyond what I could see with my eyes. My experiences only manifest in my physical state and only sometimes in my emotional stability or changes in both that I attribute to a reason outside of me that just 'happens' to be correct, which often I cannot use for anything at all, and more often have no idea what they mean. When I try to leave my body, it feels as if I am not allowed outside, maybe because I have an innate fear of leaving myself unguarded by my consciousness. Is it common or even possible to leave and something/someone else come in and take over while you are tuning in elsewhere?

I used to sleep walk when I was little and did some very funny things like pour a gallon of milk down my pants or dance in the living room, but nothing like levitation that I am aware of. It could be that your waking up randomly in different places levitating is an expression of your subconscious will to feel the power flowing from you, much like mine was of wanting the sensation of milk running down my leg. If you feel evil in the room, be sure that it is not just a part of you you have not reconciled with, ie: control over your subconscious which has control over your levitating abilities. The evil you perceive could be the foreign energy that you didn't know you could harness still resonating in the surroundings that you released it into.

These people are very love oriented, a very good group to surround yourself with should you be a pack animal. Feeling what they do makes me laugh a lot, but it is a wonder to me how someone can live in the world we do and profess to love everything, even the evil in others. I myself encourage only the good in others, but damn these people are like wells of the stuff. Pretty hard to believe that a person could live like that and Not get taken advantage of as much as I have, only being loving to those who are at least nice in return.

John:
And in surrendering, I have found that I am given free will. That free will I choose to surrender, and am given it back yet again. I am only a part of god, but I can affect that which I choose. To surrender is to be given a choice yet again. Why not?

Wiccan bone? haha, you mean the sternum in the middle or where they attach on either side?

I wish you all comfort and happiness.

[Kadensnga]

Sternum? Shhhh... dont tell my grandson!

Saint Soldier... good deciphering, but how can you be given something or even more of something that was yours all along?

The coin is all that is... and you cannot escape from being IT!

Namaste Saint Soldier, and thank you for indulging my musing at the bottom of that long post. 

[Sabatha Wolf]

Hello to you SaintSoldier,
I enjoyed reading your post today and your grandmother was an amazing woman.Yes i think i would benefit from her lesson of experience.Thank you!!!
The milk down your pants made me laugh.
And as far as making things move with my mind...Well that was easy as a child but I seem to have lost (for now) that ability.Lights change...at times,I believe we all have our "up days".Street lights go off when I go under them alot!!! Maybe its my headlights but in my experience I would say Not.It seems to me that while washing dishes or other times if I drop a glass,if I watch it fall it doesn't break,if I don't watch it it will.Strange huh?
I remember when I was about 9 years old I was sick with the flu and my mom gave me a bell to ring if I needed her...well I wanted my toy horse that was on my dresser,I was very sick and to weak to get up so I rang the bell but mom was sewing and didn't hear me and amazingly the horse came through the air and put itself on my nightstand.
Also at school ...I would do this all the time...roll my pencil up and down the desktop pointing at it to roll it up and beckoning with my finger to bring it back.It really freaked the other kids out but I did it all the time thinking everyone could do it...whats the big deal I thought.i cant right,right now remember anything else.But I do try to do those things now and have no luck.although i do the thing with the falling dishes all the time.It could be coincidence,and I don't try it on purpose ,because I don't want to prove myself wrong and break the magick so to speak.I like thinking that I'm causing it LOL
I believe that if we believe something,then it is so.
I am working on positive affirmations right now.I still have a long way to go.I have been living around very very negative people for so long that I found myself starting to become like they are.However,I am very different from them and they don't want me to be happy because they are afraid I will leave(then they wouldn't have there little Cinderella anymore.Ha.That is how I found this forum,looking for some others who are quite like my true self.I will not let these people hurt me anymore,there hatered just rolls off my back now in the short time I have been in the presence, so to speak, of these highly intelligent and positive beings.
this forum has now become my lifeline.
Thank you all for being here.
And i am here for others as well if I can help.
Again yes I am learning and yes I am taking a lesson from your grandmothers gentle ways.
The levitation thing...I don't know what to tell you.It just happens,I have tried to make it happen and it doesn't seem to work that way for me.As far as the evil presence...I don't know that either.A few people say they feel pure evil in this house and some say it comes rom my mother.She is always negative and glares at people like she hates everyone,especially females,especially me.I feel sorry for her soul.I want to help her so she can walk in the light when she passes on,but she doesn't want to help herself.
OBEs seem to happen to me when I am very upset or in mourning.I have tried doing that at will using the rope method but only fall asleep LOL.
Peace be with you Soldier,
Sabatha

[SaintSoldier]

Oddly enough, there actually is a bit of similarities...Whenever I try and do something, it never works. I have dropped some very fragile glass objects and watched them go down and not break, however I've also broken glass that otherwise should never have shattered with the amount of force used upon them. I also used to roll my pencils away from me and have them roll back to me, but I always blamed that phenomenon on the uneven lean of the tables. Whenever I'm thinking really hard in my home about something, my lights flicker. I have checked to see if there was any reason for the lights to change their brightness like seeing if the water heater or the ac or even the fridge turned on, but I come back to the fact that it only happens around lights that I'm around and at very random times. Mind you the flickering is nowhere near a light turning off altogether; you clearly got more subconscious say on what goes on around you.

When someone is upset, their mind turns on; I witnessed this in my mother right after she 'knew', despite familial reassurrance that it was a minor stroke and nothing to worry about, that my grandmother was going to die, she started thinking much faster and much more excitedly than I have ever seen her do before. When she started thinking faster, she started to feel when things were happening the same as I report feeling. Speed of thought and your relative state of arousal (both aspects of will power) seems to be where these 'powers' come from by my deduction.

Those tests you had done to you when you were little bring to mind the stories of child psychics recruited and trained by the govt to be super-soldiers. I have never seen anyone able to do anything significant enough to merit 100% belief in telekinesis or anything of the sort, but I'm sure there are people out there who can do the stuff at high levels without training and odds are that those people are yanked from their families at young ages. Right now I don't even have 100% confidence in what I report to feel ahead of time or while its happening as what I feel is still a result of my interpretation of things going on around me, which can Always be flawed. There will never be proof of God except for belief in everything existing.

The way I stand right now, I know I have not even the will power to influence what goes on in myself so why should I expect to be able to affect things around me? I think that once I can control where my Self is (perform the concentration of my consciousness into a medium outside of my physical body) I will be able to understand what Will power feels like, or actually vice versa. I have never felt will power before with my conscious mind and that is where I think I should be looking now if I want to develop this into something I can augment. Where could I possibly find someone with a will power strong enough that I can feel it and reciprocate if not in another like me?

Thank you for helping me reach this realization. The fear in sharing my progress with everyone that has access to the internet is now less powerful than my want of counsel from these people if people like you and me are being helped by them. Maybe good intentions is really all we need to find what is right. 

And John, I have the oddest compulsion to tell you to wish your grandson happy birthday, but its probably not really his birthday and he's just excited about getting candy or even you being so proud of your grandson's existence is what I feel. I'm just an idiot who wants to know everything and believes that he can know everything with such vigor that the illusions I create for myself closely match my perceived reality. I wish I could really understand what I read from people though...in this case, it's musical. That's you right?

[Kadensnga]

Musical indeed Saint Soldier...I am in fact a musician! Good call.

On the GRAND~son thing... you are close with "birthday", what I mean is that the idea of posting this picture was a celebration of my heart. So yes, birthday, celebration it's all the same.

What do I mean all the same?

We pick up vibes and try to interpret them many times...and the birthday vibe is is similar to the feeling I have for him each day, but particularly as I put this pic up!

So yes you vibed correctly.

Now if you could just tell me the winning lotto numbers! LOl

Thank you for acknowledging my pride and joy, and joining the vibrational celebration!!

Don't forget to take home your party favors!!! It's everybodies "Boat-day"! Yaaay! I call IT!

Certainly no one can bless Vincent without being blessed, so the party favors are indeed in the bag!

Namaste ~

John

Ps. I had a similar experience last night as I suddenly thought of Praveen and started looking up his posts... and I felt an urge to answer one that was 120 days old...thinking to myself "this is silly because the subject has been dead for 120 days...". I thought, and even TYPED " Praveen, it wouldnt surprise me if you popped up about now".

Later I doubted myself and deleted the post.

 Today, just as I logged in this afternoon, guess who else was here?

In Julia fashion ~ YUP!

But I got called away and didnt get to catch him.

I guess I have a little ways to go to get where I'm going, but it was a confirmation to me that I need to hurry up and go there! As we have discussed in previous posts "Surrender"  

Mucho Love friends,
John