Hello fellow people,
Thought of introducing myself,so here we go:
My name is Reemet,I'm 19 years old,my zodiac is a Scorpio and I live in a small country called Estonia.
I have finished elementaly school(hardly) and failed to complete a vocational secondary school where I studied for locksmith(couldn't get to study infotechnology which I really wanted) so I took the papers out(main reason was depression that caused lazyness,tiredness and took away power to study),tho education has never been an important goal for me(of course I can't say that what I did was right).
Mostly I am at home behind my computer since there is nothing else to do...there was something to do when people were 14-15 years old,like "hanging" out and other stuff...but now as people are older they lost interest on such things as "hanging out"...so the only thing that can provide any kind of entertaining is "money".Tho yea I do sometimes go out with them.Also I was smoking cannabis pretty often which took away lots of my money,but now I'm avoiding it,trying to have more healthy lifestyle.
I have never seen my real father since he left when I was really little,also I had 2 brothers,1 died by electricity accident when I was 1 year old,and other brother died in a car accident 2 years ago(he was 30).So I am the only "child" my mother has left...she's a reallly kind person,towards all her friends,very forgiving.Apparently all you can see(atleast in Estonia) is other people using your kindness for their own good,so trust and kindness is almost never appreciated here,also amongs young people...instead it is used to trap you and scam you out of your last penny.
I have been an Introverted and Pessimistic person all my life,can't help it,I just see people's fake and cunning expressions right through and I just can't think positively.
I usually set a really high standards for myself and often become self-destructive,because I despise weakness in myself.Also I'm a very emotional person but I mostly keep my emotions to myself so I look pretty calm on the surface.
I have been without work for 1 year(because of the economical crisis and Estonia is one of the biggest victims)...also in September I'm going to Military Commission and if they accept me I have to to Military(I want to go).
It is pretty hard for me to learn this Unconditional Love(perhaps because I am too young and full of energy and emotions)...so I disrespect people(I have often become a victim of bullying) who disrespect me and often have sadistic thoughts about them(for the ones who are reallly rude and violent towards me)...but I completely respect the people who show respet towards me...and I am never ever the one who shows any kind of offence toward someone who haven't done something bad to me.
Also I never disrespect people for their physical disability,their skin color or any kind of thing and make fun over it,like many young people tend to do,especially in order to gain attention(yes,I know I am not supposed to think badly about other people no matter who they are or what they do,but can't help it
...atleast at this young age).
I'm a sarcastic person and I also like to watch South Park
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One of my biggest dreams is to get full attention from the world,that world would hear and understand my ideas,to make them understand that what is going on in this world,to give them overview that what causes this violence between nations,also end racism which is really silly...we are all humans,we all have emotions and each one of us has dreams,I would like to put an end to this greed,balance the world,help the people in Africa and every other poor country not just tossing food to them,but by helping them to get education,medicine and other developing things so they can help themselves independently.
I want to end the violence towards animals and any other living thing,including plants,I want to put and end to an order where 10% of people controls rest of the 90%...and to make all these rich people understand that they have money wayyy more than necessary,some people have a whooole collection of cars that they are proud of,while other people are struggling for food and survival,I think when truly all people in the world would understand this balance and wanting to help,we would make a huge progress.
So this is my dream
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I'm also into psychology and studying people and their motives,and astrology.
One of my biggest,lets say "obsessions" is to find out the truth,solving the mysteries and other secret things,and yea I'm really obsessed to that xD.
And I also started to like drawing some time ago...here is 1 of my drawings so far
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And finally here's a picture of me:
So I hope this topic helped you to know more about me
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Have a nice day!
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