I had a few OBE's and could never find anyone to talk to about them

[JennyJ]

I talk to my husband and children but they have no knowledge of these things. The last OBE that I had, I woke up in the middle of the night, I was laying on my stomach and felt my legs floating up to the ceiling. I would pull them back down and they would keep floating up. I was having fun playing with this but my head never left my body. I was made of these most incredible colours. A vibrant blue and magenta.

I haven't left my body since then but I come very close. My problem is that I am so tired because I work so hard, so it's hard to keep the mind awake body asleep state.

Another time I left my body. I was actually awake laying on the couch and the next thing I was out in the backyard. Then I went so fast backwards up into space. I was watching the earth get smaller and smaller. I was a bit frightened and tried to will myself to slow down. Then I relaxed and enjoyed the flight. It felt so natural. I then came to an abrupt halt then instantly I was back in my body. I jumped off the couch and went outside to confirm the things that I saw in our backyard. It really happened.

I bought Ultimate Reality and absolutely loved reading it. My computer crashed and I lost my copy off my hard drive.

I have had so many experiences over the past few years and I want to meet someone who can teach me more. I would love to go to the Monroe Institute in America but that is way too costly for me at the moment.

My passion in this area is driving me crazy. I love anything to do with spirits etc. I love watching Ghost Whisperer and Medium. I don't know whether this stems from losing my Dad at a young age. He has visited me a few times in my dreams but I'm not conscious enough to ask him all the things that I want to know. Once he said he would send me a smell to let me know he was around. Well, I never smelt anything. I was just talking out loud to him one day and told him that he would have to make the smell obvious. Like, it couldn't be me just smelling flowers cause the flowers were already there. This is funny....  a couple of nights later I woke up with this incredibly strong smell. A very sweet, woody smell. It was so strong it woke me up totally and the back of my throat was affected by it. It happened five times in the one night. lol. He really was letting me know he was there. Another time we danced in my dream. He was an excellent dancer when he was alive but in my dream we weren't dancing too well. I said "I thought you were a good dancer?". He said with a big grin on his face, "I am, your not."  lol

I so much want to be able to astral travel at will. Once my work load is lessened and I have more time I have no doubt because it feels like that is where I am headed.  I have a million questions and no one to talk to. My chakras vibrate so loudly as I drift off to sleep, or even just relax in a chair. My heart chakra is the loudest but over the last few months my throat chakra is catching up in intensity. The lower chakras I don't feel at all.

Sometimes I hear voices and other times I feel my face being touched. Always a feeling of love is near me. I just don't know how to direct all of this. About a year ago I left a very strict religious belief system. They were practically my only friends and I could never talk to anyone there about this. Everyone thinks by just leaving this religion that Satan has influenced my life. Imagine if I told them about all this spririt stuff. They would surely think I was of the devil. I just believe that everyone is eventually going to make it to live with God, not just a chosen few. We are all connected, we are all going to hold hands and make it together.

Thank you for listening and any input would be greatly appreciated. I really need to connect with like minds.

Thanks again
JennyJ

[Adrian]

Hello Jenny,

I can understand your situation completely, after all anyone who claims to be able to leave their physical body and go anywhere at will can be regarded as somwhat strange outside of the context of forums like this.

I suggest you visit my other forum which is the largest Astral Projection and OBE forum on the Internet:

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/

Be advised though that there is a massive amount of information on that forum

It will prove once and for all however that these abilities are shared by large numbers of people.

Kind regards,

Adrian.

[JennyJ]

Hi Adrian, thank you for that. Yes I will check out your other forum. I was wondering. Can you astral project at will?

thanks
JennyJ
Australia

[Adrian]

Hello Jenny,

Hi Adrian, thank you for that. Yes I will check out your other forum. I was wondering. Can you astral project at will?
thanks
JennyJ
Australia

I have to have a very good reason to project before I do, otherwise the intent and motivation is not there. These days I find no value in projecting because, apart from the experience which is well worth it, there is nothing I can learn from the experience at that level.

I can tell you that in my experience the methods detailed in my book are the easiest to learn for most people. You will find that the methods taught in mystical books dedicated to the subject are way beyond the capabilities of most people. By far the best way to achieve any projection is to practice around sleep time - immediately before and after waking, at which point your state of physical relaxation, which is crucial to success, and Mind state are already approaching those required, and all you need is a method to control the process. Once your Subconscious Mind has learned what you want to do, and how to achieve it, the process becomes more natural - it should actually be totally natural.

Also keep in Mind that Astral projection and OBE are very different and often confused.

Kind regards,

Adrian.