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« Reply #107 on: August 08, 2009, 00:29:38 » |
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Thank you dear Talker, for birthing a most fascinating thread..., and thank you Leila for directing me to it. I do hope you come back out to play soon.
Lot's of thoughts on this but a bit overwhelmed by the amount of information taken in...still not finished reading in it's entirety.
I do truly hope I don't dream of "amputations, and "genital mutilation" tonight, or wake up crying over the loss of humanity's collective forskin...after eading this. lol.
All is appreciated, and said in good humor... still, in truth, a bit scary to think of that way.
ANYHOW;
Here is my contribution for now; a sexy quote from a hot and sexy poem that I once gave someone who I wanted and loved with all passion...; it describes the feelings of that time... a way I "like" to feel sometimes.
... by no means "necessary" at all times, as we are evolved and adapt to all situations and embrace all types of love, but sometimes this sort of passion and wanting is "liked"... sometimes the "hunger" for such things in itself is full of passion.
I think this perfectly describes the feeling I was going through, maybe you can relate too. I wanted this person so badly that I could not sleep at night!:
"I crave your mouth, your voice, your hair. Silent and starving, I prowl through the streets. Bread does not nourish me, dawn disrupts me, all day
I hunt for the liquid measure of your steps . . . I hunger for the pale stones of your fingernails,
I want to eat your skin like a whole almond . . . I want to eat the fleeting shade of your lashes. And I pace around hungry, sniffing the twilight, hunting for you, for your hot heart, like a puma in the barrens . . . ."
Whew... that one still makes me drop a bead of sweat when I read it!
More thoughts:
I cannot describe all my views about love, but I think this poem excerpt invokes the feeling that is beyond labels, which we all can resonate with.
I love to "want" in this way... it makes life spicy and electric. Certainly the awareness of 'Oness' exists, but being "God" I must say that sometimes it gets "lonely at the top", and so these types of passionate illusions are stimulating.
I Long ago, quit even classifying "passion" (lust as it is called here by many), as a thing that is "good or bad"... what could be bad about our most primal instinct, especially being that we are made in the image of Source?
Being curious about all things spiritual...I spent a number of months studying the religion of "Ishtar" when I was younger, and participating with members within that religion in various acts of "woship" (lol. it's laughable looking back at the experience).
Ishtar, for those who don't know, was considered the ancient Mesopotamian "Goddess of Love and War".
Honestly you may as well call it the "sacred sex" religion in practical terms though... that's pretty much the gist of it.
While, I came out of that experience not fully buying the idea that "sex is God incarnated" (in a nutshell), I did become more open to the belief that physical pleasure between a male and a female...is absolutely heavenly, and also had some wonderful 'experience' in the meanwhile and learning about love in various diverse aspects.
It was when I discovered that the males of that religion also love the males (lol)... and that members unwilling to love both males and females equally were considered "less evolved"... (LOL, I can't believe I'm telling you this)...that I became uncomfortable and decided that perhaps I didn't have what it took to become a follower of "Ishtar...".
This was a many naive years ago... I still have friends in that religion today who I love dearly and respect for their various talents of healing , and astrology...all kinds of great, loving, and well studied people.
Something in me, no offense, isn't so interested in participating in physical love between the same sex... and so that was an act of worship that I was too "un-evolved" to appreciate for myself.
Once again, no offense to any of the brothers and sisters here who may follow Ishtar. Indeed, no doubt, I found some truth there, but not the "Whole Truth", and I also feel that I found alot of "untruth" as well.
I found alot of people who also misuse the religion, and even some who do it out of the desire to sexually manipulate others using religion as the excuse... not that all are like that.
To quote the words of "The Prophet" (can never do that enough for me) "Say not that I have found "the" truth, but rather "a" truth for the truth walks on all paths..."
Sex is good. It's like "God Candy"!
Namaste to all.
I cant believe I am about to submit this.
Click, there it goes....
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