Expressing Unconditional Love

[Larry]

     My dear Julia, You Are My Sister for sure. I am at home with You. I am starting to be that way with other loved ones on these forums. Thank you for being stable and kind to me.    love,   Larry

[Larry]

Hi Louis,     I should have said tomato and potato kind of guy.  Good to hear from my Buddha friend.  Love,   Larry

[Larry]

Dear Talker,  I am happy to enjoy your " normal insanity mode ". I find peace and adventure in reading your posts. Love,  Larry

[Leila]

Dear Larry,

I am truly happy that you felt me so close as to address me that nice confession, ful of humour and sincerity! It touched my heart!
It is wonderful that this forum serves for us to share those thaughts we can't share with people living around us! I'm here for 5 days, and feel you closest persons in the world. Your presence gives me peace and love!
I was about to "translate" to Wave your words.  He is too concentrated lately, and skip the real meaning of our sayings, as well as our humour. This is the proof that our conscience is the mirror for our reality.
So, you wanted to say you are a guy of "coarse" or 'traditional" tastes and habbits, not one with claims of refined and sofisticated behaviour, right? I deeply appreciate you for what you are! 
I read "...Seagull" only in 2002, which was the year of stepping on spiritual path. Loved it!

Please never again feel lonely and isolated! We are all very "insane" loving people, vibrating on same frequency as yours. I send you mentally hugs and tender caresses, NOW and ever!

Deep love and friendship to everybody here! I'm here to express God's Love, and you are the first to receive it! Kiss you, bright spirits of Light!
Leila

[Leila]

Dear Julia,

Thanks for speaking and feeling nicely about me! You are a blessed Godess!

True gratitude and Love,
Leila

[Leila]

Hi, Wave, missed you again!

And what is your opinion, what would be the result of inviting at this forum a person not yet awakend, but I believe on the verge of it, or very close?

That would not be wise. They would just be skeptic and wouldn't understand. They must come here on their own. In the mean time you should refer Adrian's book and News letters to your friends and family. Mine wouldn't listen to me so I don't do this.

Thanks for the reply! I agree with your opinion, and will not invite here anybody, as they have their inner guidance to find us, if prepared. This place must remain what it is, a place of trust and Love.

I tried to refer the OUR newsletter, even forwarded it to some friends, but never got any thank or positive comment. My family is out of the question to understand and taste this "food", so I'm just in your situation.

Love and Light,
Leila

[Leila]

I don't really think there is anything wrong with that. Their is way more to this forum, way more to love. I ate meat most of my life because I was raised on it. You will be Vegetarian when you are ready not before. However it isn't nice to god expressing itself as farm animals.

BTW I was wondering would you care to share with us what kinds of foods you eat my sister Leila?

Dear Wave,

Sure I share with you whatever you ask! 

In the summer of 2002, when got for reading first spiritual books, had a phone call with my friend (Yoga instructor in Sibiu, 200 km from where I live) - who "switched the Light" in my life, and he mentioned he is vegetarian. Asked for what reasons, and from that very moment, did not put into my mouth any meat, but only for about 2 years and few months. Never felt any desire or lust to taste meat, although continued to cook it for my family, who would not conceive to change their habbits acc. mine.
During this period, probably in the summer of 2003, I came in my spiritual discoveries upon "natural food", which I thing is what you call raw vegan, or not heated above 40°C. Read about the benefits upon body and mind, and started immediately that diet, again with utmost ease, for 6 weeks.

Unfortunately, to my deep shame, have to sadden (nicely said) you with the news that I lately am no more vegetarian.
I gave up the diet somehow compelled and with deep pain, because I wasn't feeling very powerfull, I lost weight, family said I was not looking very healthy, and supposed I might miss proteins.
Besides and mainly, I had some digestive imballance caused by a doctor feeding me with antibiotics while overworked, and even now avoid eating food which would accentuate it. I hardly knew what to eat anymore, and was not strong at all. I entertained seriously my ailment by continuous focus on it and worry.
Now, I focus on perfect health, and know myself to be perfect. It is more useful than all remedies I ever tried.

I sacrificed vegetarianism also because of hard working conditions which made it difficult (stayed at work 11 hours/day, with no holiday, for 3 years), and to have at least food in common with my family, who vibrate on completely different frequencies than mine. They were astonished and bothered by my eccentric habbits, including eating, yoga practice, meditation, etc.

Since I joined our forum, I feel worse and worse about it, and will most probably get back to vegetarianism soon. In my essence I am a Raw Vegan, and could start this moment practicing it easily, if not try to keep an appearrance of "normality".
Dream for living surrounded by "my kind", as my heart desires and feels! Only need a shelter, peace and Love, to be happy.
Your humble, shameful and sincere sister,
Leila

[wavepsychic]

Dear Leila,

Feel ashamed not. When I was reading your post I was thinking wow you and Laura are such strong minded people. Thinking about how I went on and off from Vegan to Vegetarian. When I decided to go Vegetarian I never went back. I have nightmares where I become conscious to myself eating meat. I am shocked thinking its real and disgusted with myself. I feel deep regret as I worry about what I've done. The regret even last after I wake up. I am very relieved its just a dream but this is how I know that I could never go back to eating meat myself. I also have nightmares where I am smoking. I finally feel like I am a Vegan naturally instead of forcing myself not to eat certain foods. Slow and steady wins the race. Now Vegans don't usually lack protein however you need to make sure you get a large variety of foods in your diet if you are raw. Next time you try it make sure you get all the foods ready. I've been collecting all kinds of raw nuts to help when I become raw Vegan.

About your family. My family doesn't get me either. I am the only Vegetarian/Vegan in my whole family. The only one who Meditates, does Yoga, Tai Chi and so on. The way they talk about me sometimes It doesn't feel good how they treat me being I'm so different then them. I am thankful I have such family because I learned from them how to be myself. Their Vibrations are different then mine. Their minds are different then mine. Sometimes I feel like there is no body who really knows who I am.

So I understand it isn't easy when your family thinks you're strange

Love you, Louis

[juliainkc]

My My!!

Where have I been?!? Wow! This thread has been very busy...

I love you all!!

Going through the 'line' a warm bear hug and kiss for each one and there's plenty to go around

Just me,

Julia popping in ...

[wavepsychic]

Julia you're the one who started this whole family thing. Try and keep up sister in spirit!

With Love, Your bro Wave

[Leila]

I could not find a topic to place this post in, so had to create one.

Today got an invitation to connect on Ecademy, from a very handsome young man from Senegal.
I am deeply impressed by his profile, so much as need to share it with you below:

Status: ORGANIZATION FOR PEACE AND LOVE"OPL" is an organization i would to creat with you,my hope is to take part in how the world is runing to have message to deliver in areas gained by war,and to help poor people through your expertise.What do you think?

Fifty Words: peace, share, help, honesty, love, spirit, mind, suffuring, happyness, work, reading, diversity, discuss, exchange, study, music, joging, travel
 
Profile: i'm just someone who love people i mean human race all people in all over the world are equal so each of us have something that he can bring to buld the gread place called the WORLD to make it a nice,lovely place to live, where each of us can feel that in this WORLD i am in.
we all are diferent we are not the same of course,this fact has a great signification for humanity.
this fact means that, in spite of our differents how people can live through the world.Of course some are richs,some are poors,some are nices,some are eagly,some can see,some can't see,some can walk,some can't walk,and so one,there are many facts whith make us differents in spite the colours of our skin.
Life is our own house like we think that our house is what we built.you recognise your house cause you build it and can say that is mine,of course it's your's.
you share your goods with your familly,you accept those who you know,you help entourage,in one word you consider your near entourage.
In this case you can't recognise the world as your own house because a lot of person aren't next to you,a lot of person aren't your wife or husban,a lot of person aren't your kids and so one.
THE WORLD is an enlarging of the house as you didn't know your wife or husban in a few year later and now you can undertand her or him,you can share your love in spite of his or her caracter,we must do the same thing for the world because not human race not world.
the world is for us we must exceed our love for our entourage to build the great space for the the great familly called HUMANITY.
This can be possible trought love,spirit,mind,help,share,as we do in our own little familly.
Once again this world is for us and we have the obligation to build IT because it' our mission in this life,if your are a life during 70years old or more and just work for your self and your entourage what reward can you have?it's normal you did them cause they are next to you and you love them.what's the miracle if you give 100dollars to you kids?no miracle it' normal.
OUR MISSION
Do youhave quiet mind when you eat?
Do you have quiet mind when you sleep or drink?
Are you really mindfully for your mission?
What is my mission you will say of course?
Take a little time or have an feel back in your past.
Do you realize that your Mum was pregnant during 9months.
Your Dad was all the time affraid about her.
Do you realize you come into darkness,in a pocket,in a "jail cell".
Now you come out of dakness and this is your key to face the lightness.
Now your mission is to serve humanity not your self.
You think your are great,but you like a seed and after maturation the seed is not only for the farmer but for all humanit,for their needs.
How you can explain that your mother suffer during 9months just to make you born for your happiness and succes only,it'v not sense.you just born,only to have fun,work,cars,houses,funds,kids,and so on.What a miserable life you have.
How you can explain those who don't have those things?Perhaps you will say i have chanceor i was born in a great familly,or my parents worked hard to give me chance.
Have you wondering about those who were keeped 9months in the belly of their Mum,and the later was suffering too as your Mum did it.Where is the difeerence between this 2kind of suffer?It's the same
If you think you have goo luck in this life,STOP to claim for democracy because life is not a field of democracy and GOD is the first to make DISCRIMINATION in this world and not human race.
Life is not what you are thinkink about, life is more than this .
You are rich,cut,you have good wealth ,good chance and the others don't get it,you have 2 eyes,2nose,foodand so on,others persons dont' get it ,i can list all.
This are the har mony of this life it's a challenge weare faced and we must win trough our soul,mind and heart and not trough our materiel or ideas of chance our ideas of best races or ideas of great nation and so on,it don't have great nation or little nation,best civilization or bad civilization,it have only one nation,one race,one civilization,it's the world,human race,world's civilization.
Do you know you grow you nice body for the earth worms.Of course all you will do for your body it will be for the earth worms.
OFf course you will tell me for my wealth and blabla.
But look in all arround the world via internet,medias,news you will see.
We all need foods and drink,but the body is more than that.
Trough your SOUL,MIND AND HEART,you can listen slowly the world's cry,you will understand,and you will say I WAS UNCONSCIOUS.
YOU ARE CHEATED BY THE MIND OF THEM BUT USE YOUR OWN AND YOU WILL BE BETTER AND YOU WILL HAVE THE "REAL CHANCE"

Think he is one of ours! 
In Love and Light,
Leila

[Freedom]

Hi Leila

I think he is definately on the path!

Just be aware that many Africans do scams and try to get money from sympathetic westerners.

You may be able to trust this guy but keep an open mind.

 gives you a lot of information about this type of thing. They try to win your trust , then .... watch out.

I hope I am wrong about this chap, he sounds nice.

http://www.419eater.com/  has heaps of info on people getting sucked in.


I just hope he is a nice guy !

Love             

[Leila]

My Dear Larry,

My Dear Leila, When you can take the pebble from my hand, you may leave. Until then,,,,,,why don't you stay.    Love, Larry

Thank you for the Love you send me! Be assured that I desire love as much as you or any other human being. Never had enough of it in my life so far, and was not loved by a spiritual man, to feel the happiness of such communion.

I don't intend to leave the forum, I am very happy here, and feel loved. I receive love from many brothers and sisters.
I would like to say once more, that we are happily All "in love with each other", and "in love with Love".
My Love is not exclusive for anybody here in the forum. I feel Unconditional Love, intense and genuine, and choose to direct it where I feel it can produce highest benefit for a heart, and overall vibration.

You are very right, Larry, we are all here in view of 2012 transition. We all have ups and downs, and the task of the OUR family is to help everyone to get over these moments, and guide others through the transition. We are all leaders.

I did not ask you to come back, to break your heart once more, and leave you more disappoined of this life.
Your Higher Self chose these experiences for you. They seem much harder than mine, and others' here, and you faced them successfully, and are now a wise, sparkling spiritual man. You deserve all the respect and Love in the world, and I give you all that God bestowed upon myself.
You have my contact data, and can reach me anytime. I want to be near you till 2012 and after, especially after! Because then, hopefully will not exist anymore space and time, diseases and pains, and all our spirits will shine in their full glory, and express Unconditional Love.

I can lift you up when you are down, and you can do the same for me. We are absolutely equal in all.

I'm your best friend. Send you my Love Energy, to rise your vibration and thus heal your body, give you motivation to defeat illness, and look forward to the Light.
If there is just one soul I can take by hand and walk together in the new age, my life on Earth is not useless.

I love deeply too many souls here, but felt that you are most open to receive and benefit my Love.

It's yours, let it resonate with you and flow through your Being, for ascension.

Faithfully, yours,

Leila

[Larry]

  My special Leila,   It's been a long time since i allowed a beautiful woman to  tip toe through my sense's. I quite enjoy you being there. I am allowing myself to conjure up some fantastic and pleasureable scenarios. They will be with me always. I have one memorable fantasy with Source making love to Source. then exchanging sex's and doing it again. I do believe that you and i, in a different time or place, made plans to be able to experience each each other again, in a fashion. You definitely are helping me to heal and to enjoy my spiritual me. There is no need for you to worry your pretty little head. I am mostly tame. I would never pursue you in any way against your will. I am well on the way to source, me.   Love,  Larry    P.S.  If writing this is against the rules, then someone spank me.

[Leila]

Dear Larry,

Enjoy loving me! Allow Love to replace hate, sorrow, pain, deceptions.
Rise your vibration, be happy! Prepare yourself for Transition.
Don't take anything too seriously, express your sense of humour, share your wonderful Spirit!
The Love you feel and express is Your Love, the reflexion of your Consciousness.

I learned something beautiful from My Beloved Enoch Tan: "Give Others the Gift of Loving You"
Thank You, Enoch, I Love You!

I'm here to contribute to rising vibration of humans through Love and Music. I'm blessed to be loved by brothers and sisters. I love them All!
I am a Free Spirit, not attached in love, not depending on anybody, loving Everybody!

I express God's Love, and so do you. We are both and All Gods. We flow in Divine Order.

A love song for you: "When I Dream At Night"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1uUSG5CF1tE&feature=related

You are Blessed, for you can Love!

Grateful for your loving feelings,

Leila