I am truly InJoying you IsaoftheVeil.

I have felt this way too in my experiencing. The choice of choosing the thought of ~ it is hard to see or watch someone die or suffer at the hand of another; the experiencing of Life viewed in finite form (time limits, endings of where something began) cutting off InFinite Formlessness (Eternity, never ending, end meets beginning and so on) through our ideas of what we define as experiencing pain, anguish, desperation in believing in the inner ability to do anything for them, not feeling able to help them. It reminds me of a sensation felt, the distinct feeling of what it would feel like to be the Author of Life from my own view and create my characters whom have now taken on a 'life' of their own without any of your original 'intentions' ... Your very own Life has given Life to ...
A wait!! This is not HOW IT IS what I Intended!! kind of expression. Now, HOW to go about revealing this otherwise ... in a story of a cast of characters whom are totally into their own version of the Original story ... while the Author comes to a place of observing without stepping in to stop it ... all the while, the Author is 'blamed' for the outcomes ...
Like the characters saying, be fair and let me do what I want to do and do not interfere. Author says, Okay. Things go awry in characters creating and then turning to Author says, why are you not fixing my messes?!?! Well, because I honor my promise, my Word to you to Allow you to live according to the ways you have chosen and requested ... You chose to 'dis -agree' with me not the other way around ...
Having experienced death in my own life stories in various ways, my own (symbolically) and of those around me (literally) ... seeing them once gone, 'returning' into my Life in different ways through different forms and masks, leads me into a deeper understanding ...
Death is Life in Shadow Forms ... Life is death in shadow forms or to do simple math like a child who doesn't think about such things in these ways ~ IT IS what IT IS ~ All leads me back to Source of LIFE ~
InJoying the idea of what we view as killers living their just due in a living hell, is for me (I own myself and my own thoughts) a sign that indeed ( through my deeds or acting in my thoughts and doings) this is a part of me I would like to see dead. HOW? Because I am doing to what I define as being worthy of hell based on my own imaginings of what hell is and who is 'worthy' of hellfire. Jesus spoke of this ... now, it makes more sense ...
Guilty!! As charged, now comes the sentencing the punishment to relieve (re-leave, RE-LIVE) the guilt. Guilt requires Punishment. A form of sinning against ones 'God' ~ Source of LIFE ~ You take a portion of Life, you must return it ... to bring balance, equalibrium to Life ~
This idea being of course whether or not we understand that indeed we are the Creators of our Reality ...
Embrace the Shadow side and bring it into the LIGHT of LIFE ...
How does it 'compare'? We kill ourselves when we kill the killers. We are the ones that define what IS _____________ fill in the blanks. Life, Love, Hate, Death, GOD or whatever name or definition of ones Source is ... that gives purpose and meaning to even being here at all and musing on such topics ...
Is it heartless to say that one whom we see is killing a 'Loved One' is showing us perhaps, we are not as accepting of and knowing of
Love without definitions? Embracing one whom we see as being a killer is perhaps our Shadow side rising ...
Do we have enough Love in us to embrace the Death Spectre in us?
In Imaginary Crone Fashion ... cackling in Delight,
Much Love Isa embracing you, stirring the pot, the exlixir ~
What arises? ...
Julia musing ~ in the gathering of the bones, fleshing out the flesh and hair and breathing through the fire ~
LIFE in All its forms...
Much Love for allowing my humorous or funny 'bone' expressions,
Julia
