consciousness projection as childcare

[juliainkc]

I wish you had been my neighbor as I went through the teen years with my daughters Darrell. I desired to have male archetypes that were healthy for my children because well, there just weren't a whole lot of volunteers to become 'friends' with. I was Mother/Father to my children as I was being shown one step at a time. I see in your post an opportunity to balance Mother/Father.

I learned how to eat by my mother handing me seaweed and saying, "Eat this, it is good for your skin, hair, nails, it strengthens your blood. Eat this ginger, it is good for your stomach. Eat this 'gobo' (burdock root) it is good for cleaning your blood and liver. My mother had a very practical side to her. I associate food with energy wellness and purpose.

IFor me the 'right of way' is given (Gods Inner Voice Expressing) (my way of looking at it) to have our Truth and to respect the Truth of others. It brings peace and joy and harmony. The way I 'learned' this was by getting into disagreements with 'others' and defending my position. Not that I couldn't or shouldn't share in hearty discussion (points of view, as in the mountaintop vista) just paying attention to the energy (intention) behind what I was sharing or projecting. Is this about being right or being Unconditionally Loving as in peacefully allowing myself and my brother or sister to dwell together peacefully while each comes to understand 'God' each according to their measure or portion of faith and trusting the very Source to lead us all to 'Heaven'. Not based on my ideas of what that means for you or anyone in the moment. Sorry, it's too much energy being displaced all over.

I can see disagreements being blown way out of proportion on a global level and I can bring it in closer to view by going into any church. It happens all the time in church and in my quirky sense of humor 'seeing' it right after a sermon on how to love one another. I can bring it even closer into view in observing what goes on in my own home. Does that mean deeply evolved spiritual beings do not have disagreements? Hmmm.......I look more at the 'end' result or harvest of the experience. Do I finish the experience with with agreeing to disagree if that is what is called for? Can I allow this? Or must I convince another of my position as being 'Superior' to theirs? Or Inferior for that matter, it is a matter of perception for me.

I can only speak for myself here in that what I have learned and continue to reaffirm is I cannot speak, feel, think, know for another and that includes my children and my supposed 'enemies', I am committed to encouraging others to be and speak and think for themselves, this is what I have encouraged in my children and grandchildren because my 'soul' purpose was to allow them to know by their own discoveries as I oversaw and guided not directed the 'God' within each of them, thus, insuring that the very same one I 'claim' is leading me is doing that very same thing for them, they are in all ways Divinely guarded, guided and protected. This gives me and them a deep abiding Trust and Peace. I can be happy with a gift like this. It's something that robbers and moths cannot steal ever.

My purpose as a mother was to also 'teach' them the meaning of being free of fear and empowered to leave their impression upon the sands of time because they knew without a doubt not one thing in this life could harm them unless they believed it (FEAR). Not based on my fears for them. Know Your God, not my God. This brings unity and not separation. It's acceptance of another without condition. It's allowing my children who have grown up eating healthy and playing in Mother Nature to go forward and sample until they choose what their Truth is without having to be 'convinced' by any other especially the one who has the 'power' to physically influence them the most in this reality, me, their 'mother'. I've never been successful when I give them a disapproving look or remark or tell them what and how to do it, they listen when we discuss these things calmly and see that I allow them to question and see for themselves. To me it's the same as saying you can do anything but this well, guess what, that just makes one want to cross the line. It's human nature. Guilt trips just don't work with me. Because I learned this the 'hard' way I guess. It's all relative. Easy or hard? Perspective. Painful, hate or Loving discipline. My teachers intentions doesn't matter to me. I read in the story of Joseph who was sold into slavery by his own brothers as saying when the lesson was over, "You meant it for evil, but God meant it for good." As he sat on his throne the most important man to the 'Kingdom', facing his accusers in love and not hate or anger for thinking, believing differently. Love changed Joseph not necessarily his brothers.

When I am hearing something whether stated directly or indirectly in confidence about another's life, it isn't my place to share it with another because I feel they are powerful enough to discern who to share it with themselves. I think it's called gossiping. I play god in others life like that. How did I learn this? Well, you know. It has been by learning my lessons through daily practice. Not to become a 'better' person, that implies not good enough yet, but by becoming more of who I truly am. Perfect based on the Truth as I have been shown it. And I can allow you and others the 'right' to learn your lessons which lead to this Truth as well.


We didn't always eat 'properly' because I had been a stay at home mother and my beginning income as the new head of household didn't match that of their father's who had worked for 10 years with the same company. I learned about the Law of Attraction through this lesson. I knew what 'good' nutrition was since I was 18 and being brought into a close encounter with 'death' was led to take a good look at myself which then led to my experience at 19, as is stated in the above post above yours. In my newly ordained position of being a single mother with two daughters there were definitely macaroni and cheese dinners and bangers and hash. I knew what I wanted and I asked for it. We can enjoy these things now. So when I am invited to one's home who is not financially in my position, I can bring fresh fruits and vegetables and eat what they are serving as well as in I accept you right where you are. I'm not here for the food, I'm here for you. If this offends others so be it. I can live peacefully with this.

I did not have any idea of what Love was or looked like obviously. I just knew what it wasn't since I'd never seen it emulated for me in an earthly sense. So perhaps, it took this way (speaking in a poetic Psalms, Song of Solomon language) for me in my uniqueness to discover this Truth. To you as a male energy maybe it's an engineering way of speaking. If I knew you as my physical friend, knowing my True intentions, I would be at ease looking over your shoulders or sitting next to you saying, show me how to do that Darrell, I've never learned this (as in computers and such), being different for me. Food, not food, hair and eyes and skin, clothing, music. Freewill is loving from a distance at times as well as dwelling near.

I've taught my daughters and now grandchildren to enjoy the differences in others because this is what makes life so interesting. They will decide for themselves based on this foundation. It lightens one load from trying to save the world which is impossible because the world doesn't need saving in a Spiritual sense. It 'needs' Unconditional Love. This one Truth would stop all the warring and differences if truly accepted and allowed. I can do this now in my place of standing on Holy Ground here, in this Podunk little town of Kansas. Yes, Dorothy and Toto and the Wizard of OZ, the Bible belt of the USA. I don't need someone to tell me what knowing God looks like to me because I cannot do that for anyone and Truth goes both ways.

I am proud as only a parent can be of my beautiful children and it is with humility that I can offer my talents to this 'world' as they step out to discover each day the difference they make in this 'world' by Being the Lights that they are. And in my eyes they can never do any 'wrong' as to be exiled from my connection to them. Yes, there have been moments even with my children of loving near and loving from a distance. I want them to have the experience of deciding for them self so that none can control them by fads and such things. I'm okay with this. If they have to go through a period of tasting foreign flesh to come to their senses and realization of their truths then because of my own 'journey' of now in this place knowing that All Is Well and Is Well and will Always Be Well. Well.... so be it. It ain't over yet.

Discernment is a wonderful ability in tapping into the energy Source. It leads one to Wisdom. Learning how to use the knowledge in applying the Wisdom. Do I touch this, eat this, sleep with this or do I leave it alone.

Again, I appreciate you Darrell, I think it is good to observe how we can see things from our own individual thrones and rule this world together.

Many Blessings, Be Well, and by All means In Joy this day,

Julia

[zensunni7]

Good day,
I appreciate you as well my new friend. I appreciate everyone here as well.

I love the opening up of everyone here, the willingness to expose their inner selves
and hearts. We have talked of all this for centuries, spirit, energy, God, Source, Universal consciousness.
I feel the Human race needed to grow into this time to understand it, and begin to apply it to their lives. We are now in a time when we can openly experiment and probe into our most outrageous thinking.
Working with my children gave me a wonderful opportunity to see what was real and what was just wishful thinking. But practice was th key, a belief is just a thought practiced, so it became a normal excersise for me to project my feelings to them, and to receive from them.
I began to understand the power of Love, and opportunity such power can give to us. Though we are spirit and flesh - energy and biology, we are but one appearing a two. I saw all relationships were an exchange of energy's with some being very primal exchanges, and others very high ones. I learned I had a yearning for things sacred and reverent in nature.
Most relationships devolve into a power struggle over the controlling of the energy, even between parent and child. By addressing energy / spirit to same I could see with great clarity what the true conflict was.
My approach to parenthood allowed me to see and implement greater power over my kids safety and closeness, without implementing the old paradigms that seem to rob children of independence and even dignity.
This did not prevent them from encountering unpleasant and harmful experiences by their own choices, but did allow me to interject feelings of love and strength to them regardless of distance. SO many of life's dilemmas can be resolved with this perspective of guardianship over these little ones, even when they are grown.
Such things are leaving the side show atmosphere of entertainment and parlor amusement, and entering the realms of Human need and resolution to serious problems in real time living.
It is only by evolving these skills and becoming a new force within the old paradigms will we free ourselves from  the slavery of ignorance and those that live to oppress and abuse. Those that stalk our children, and the plague of love gone bad within those that once adored the very presence of each other.
We have spouted that we are energy beings for as long as I have lived this life, yet we still starve our energy from lack of understanding of its needs and needed nutritional requirements. Obesity is a starved energy /spirit for its power food by way of a mind that has not accepted it ability to gain only the purest of energy from its environment. Air is but the vehicle for energy that inhale and unless we consciously take in pure energies, we are eating rancid food for our spirits energy requirements.
It would have been a hoot to be your next door neighbor Julia- it would have been your windows the golf balls flew through, your cows being tipped, and your peace interrupted daily. LOL

WithIN Love
Darrell

[juliainkc]

Hello Darrell,

Thank you once again for your wonderful view and enlarging my picture. I appreciate you as well.

Working with my children gave me a wonderful opportunity to see what was real and what was just wishful thinking. But practice was th key, a belief is just a thought practiced, so it became a normal excersise for me to project my feelings to them, and to receive from them.

I began to understand the power of Love, and opportunity such power can give to us. Though we are spirit and flesh - energy and biology, we are but one appearing a two. I saw all relationships were an exchange of energy's with some being very primal exchanges, and others very high ones. I learned I had a yearning for things sacred and reverent in nature.

My approach to parenthood allowed me to see and implement greater power over my kids safety and closeness, without implementing the old paradigms that seem to rob children of independence and even dignity.
This did not prevent them from encountering unpleasant and harmful experiences by their own choices, but did allow me to interject feelings of love and strength to them regardless of distance. SO many of life's dilemmas can be resolved with this perspective of guardianship over these little ones, even when they are grown.

Isn't this the Truth! I just always accepted my little ones were being looked after by The One who is our Source and Power for living because I was growing into my Truth of this along with them. I could sense when they were away from me by being attuned to what I was receiving or being prompted to ask for over them. I was blessed in becoming a mother in a 'time' where natural childbirth and breastfeeding were the acceptable practices. Talk about knowing when your baby was thinking about you!!!!! And this even while just outside hanging diapers on the line while they were napping.

Yes. Relationships are mostly about power (control) energy struggles. Using unearned 'gifts' as weapons such as in looks, money and 'love' to name a few.

Yes, you understand what I am saying when I shared that if we base our lives on the foundation of Unconditional Love then these 'things' would not even need to be addressed. We could then get on with Higher Advanced Learning instead of getting lost in distractions of no value or usefulness to enjoying Heaven on Earth. Hmm...........another discussion for another day.

Darrell, you would fit right in. By the way, you don't wear those silly I mean golf pants do you!! Just kidding!! My daughters would love tipping the cows and would invite everyone to join in.  We have a tendency to leave windows open for fresh air but the golf balls are great for getting kinks out of ones back after a day of lifting and dragging things about the garden. Peace? In a house full of children well, what's your interpretation! We don't even use the word 'normal' around here............

Many Blessings, Be Well and In Joy this day,

Julia

[zensunni7]

Greetings one and all,

No - I did not wear those awful golf clothes. In fact I do not play golf at all. The kids played some. I cut a putting course into the lawn for them to keep them occupied, but their putting got a little intense at times.
A house full of kids was heaven on earth, adding their friends to the mix only made it more ' alive ' and the energy was awesome. No matter how tedious my day was, five kids running out the door to greet and hug me made all negativity purge immediately. Love does not conquer, it absorbs and transforms. Perhaps that is the true definition of conquering.

Parents have a distinct advantage in higher communication technique, as their is a connection with them unique to parenthood. The mothers develops this in the womb, if she is happy about her pregnancy, the fathers grows based on his interaction with the pregnant mother, then at the birthing if he is present.
In meditation class I often heard from mothers, the disappointment of their spouses reaction to them being pregnant. Women become mothers when they realize they are pregnant, men when the hold their baby. But again and always, it is the energy flowing into the womb that determines the strength of the connection.
Energy is everything within any relationship I feel, and the determining factor of its success. Love is energy, very powerful emotions are created in its presence. Emotion ( e-motion, or energy in motion ) is the carrier of our feelings I believe.
Its tremendous power is evident in that ' explosive ' feeling we when we are in love, it literally pours from our being. But we have expectations in Love, mostly erroneous ones that lead to the eventual face off of control. I am not a subscriber at all the the myth that Lovers complete each other. Makes for good greeting cards though. Yet unless we are whole unto ourselves, there will always be an expectation for the other to ' feed ' us our energy.
It becomes angry when fear enters the relationship. A fear that the ' fantastic ' feeling of fullness is in jeapordy of being diminished, or even cut off. The most extreme expression of this comes when the other finds another to ' make them feel that way ' leading to jealousy and ultimately violence, even death.
In adolescence we see a lot of anger, and chalk it off to hormones. It is an expectation in our culture that your little ones will eventually become hulking raging males, and screaming shrews in training bra's.
Yet fear is present in this situation also. In adolescence the pineal  gland has closed down considerably. This gland is the receptor of the telepathic communication we have been discussing here. SO that stream of feelings from the parent is not felt and greatly diminished, hence the " YOU DON"T LOVE ME ANYMORE " screaming sessions. It is why the child feels so alone and isolated, something once present is now missing, and they cannot define the loss.
The parent is also fear filled, so we are now in a vicious circle of non communication  on a level everyone was taking for granted or just never understood.
When I started to approach anger from a realization it was a fear I was dealing with, I was able to quickly get to the heart of it, and settle the matter more peacefully, sometimes just recognizing it as fear was all I needed to do and adjust my emotions. Anger creates a defense posture emotionally, fear in your loved one invites compassion and strength.
Focusing on energy flow adjusts a lot of behavior easily. Realizing fear lies at the core of many relationships conflicts opens the door to calm understanding. Even if the relationship is over, realizing the other person is not your source of wholeness and energy allows you separate peacefully, even if the other doesn't desire it that way.
I teach meditation because the main benefit of it is just this, the shifting of your source of energy from other people and relationships to and with them to Source.
This defines on many levels the term ' whole ' and self love. 
Many parents have a hard time letting their go when the time comes, they keep them codependent in some form to keep the child's energy's flowing to them, which eventually creates resentment and fear rules the relationship again.
When I think back to the days when my children were little, I am moved to tears for the grace of the memories I share, but smile as I see them grown into self sufficient, thinking adults. I often told them, " I don't own you because we share blood and lineage, I am your caretaker, and forever grateful for it. " because it was the bold truth.
Energy is not a very intimate term, like spirit or terms used in Love, yet it is the core level we live life through. Energy bodies are not separate from physical, yet do have their own basic requirements for health, nutrition and growth.If ignored, death is the result, same as not eating until you die. You have far more energy arteries than ones for your blood, and they can become clogged,collapse, and deteriorate just as the physical blood carries can.
I can get lost in the details, the knowledge seeking, wanting to understand it all and evolve. But the simple hugs that I  received coming home in the driveway are
what it all means, and I was so very careful not to ever take it for granted, and why I hurried home every evening.

WithIN Love
Darrell

[juliainkc]

Hello Darrell,

I enjoyed your Father perspective here. Truly. I have such an appreciation for fathers who are willing to take on the responsibilities of being involved in the humbling process of taking care of their children. It is fascinating that we share a common bond in similar experiences and unique responses of guiding and watching over our precious souls entrusted into our care as we are in theirs. While learning to discover our masculine and feminine attributes both working together within. I read recently the numbers of fathers taking the responsibility of single parenting is increasing significantly and realizing they are really 'good' at it and enjoying it.

It would be such a benefit and a blessing for those who are having this experience to be able to receive encouragement and empowerment from a combination of support and counsel from both a male and female perspective in the outer realms as well. As in developing true friendship. I see this is a missing element in most relationships between the masculine and feminine.

I also appreciate the fact that your view here so resonates with my experience in many ways. I also experienced the 'You love her more than you love me." I asked, "Are you your sister?" "No." "You are both unique with your own gifts and strengths and I love both, you as you and your sister as your sister equally." They didn't get this then but they do now.

It may seem that I let my children run amok at times but I did not, we just always had a very open relationship with one another as I had prepared  and practiced while they were still growing in my womb and continued throughout the years to keep the communication ongoing. I did not desire anything at all to be repeated in my familial history. My children allowed me to be a child with them in play and stories and bedtime talks and drives in the car and all the everyday things we do to care for our children. We have walked the morning sunrises and evening sunsets together and still do. Life is Good. Our picture has grown as we have three little ones walking with us now.

Learning from them that they desired to see their mom doing some nice things for herself taught me a very important yet overlooked lesson. They are always watching whether I realize it or not. And by doing something nice for myself I was giving them permission to do the same. Teaching a valuable lesson in self-respect and care and having something to draw from to give to others. My happiness gave them happiness in return which of course gave me happiness. The eternal cycle.

I was allowed to experience along with them some intense moments especially in the teen years when after the divorce my ideas of parenting did not match that of their father's.  A lesson in learning to relinquish control of what and whom I could not control. A lot of Inner Chamber intercessory sessions going on in those years, and still continuing because now it is a learned daily practice. A delicate balance of learning when to remain silent and when to speak up. Intention was the key here. I did not wish my children to be dragged through their parents disagreements so I kept silent almost to the point of creating harm. There is a loving balance.

Sensing when I was asked permission to go somewhere and not vibing with the idea or the invitation. Finding out later it was the 'right' choice and my children coming and putting their arms around me and saying thanks  Mom for caring about me enough to say no. Guess whose jaws hit the floor in those moments! I smiled at the One within and whispered thank you for Wisdom, discernment and guidance. God there were days I just stood there with my head spinning with all the things popping up around me. Help!! Serenity now!!

Teaching by example how to make healthy choices and then another lesson in relinquishment as they venture out and taste the difference between healthy and unhealthy and watching them returning to their roots based on their own decision. You know how wonderful this feels. It's based on freewill and not guilt trips and manipulation. Yes, I tried those too, but I was to learn and still do as each child brought to me is unique by design. Same Truth, different delivery.

They are learning to fly in confidence and facing the direction of their own dreams as Goethe once said. They would bringing friends in who were being guided in a different way to see if I would challenge the others parents ways of doing things. Learning to allow the differences and make ones own choices based on what felt 'right' for them. Learning how to Love softly and at times with firmness. Growing while learning  I can honor another as I learn to honor myself. It teaches compassion and understanding and empathy. These children showing up on my doorstep after long absences and checking in to be sure I am still here. Can I talk to you moments and knowing whatever 'mess' they're in I will not turn my back on them. No matter what and the heartbreak of hearing they are making choices that hurt them while they 'think' they are getting back at their parents and gently allowing them to consider this as a possibility. Ah yes. Life. All the colors of the rainbow. The darkness and the light creating the depths and the heights, the whole picture.

I really liked your statement about the clogging of ones arteries in the physical as well as Spiritual sense. I agree. I encourage my children and their friends that growth begins from within and radiates out.

Hear! Hear! Those hugs and upturned faces are priceless. Forever embedded in the memory vaults. I still receive them daily. And I kidded about the peace. It is quiet in my home right now. I came in late and as I pulled in the drive, the porch light on, I feel it before I see it. I know it resides here. All is Well. My sleeping cherubs recharging their batteries for the new beginning.

On that note, I will join them.

Many Blessings, Be Well my friend and Sweet Dreams to you and yours,

Julia

[zensunni7]

Greetings,
I think it is difficult for people to make the transition to this kind of parenting and living, yet it is becoming more and essential to wellbeing and a plausible solution to the safety and sanity of our children. We cannot in good faith teach our children to be afraid of everyone. Wise, aware, trusting of intuition - yes. Be aware became beware and changed the whole paradigm of trust.
Psychics were once oddly dressed women behind glass balls in carnival shows, ancestors of the mysterious gypsies now extinct because of their strangeness.
Such skills were ascribed to secretive monks living on mountain tops, only accomplishing these things after a lifetime of total dedication.Now science is agreeing with many of these abilities as they peek into the hidden life of the the Human design, technology that sees our cells living their own lives inside the Universe we call ' me ' yet willing to live that life in service to me, so that I may live. A camera is sent through our arteries and we see blood cells looking back - BOO !
I am 56 now, raised on Catholic programming, and still after such a long journey from this initial home of Jesus and salvation in his name alone, religious DNA still persists on having it ' their way ' or no way. Heavens education still can play hell in the meditative mind of this Master, Being Human.

It has taken decades to crawl from worm theology to incorporation of these inborn wonders of communication and Love within a desire to adhere to a responsibility that returns it to its proper grammar - response ability - and push forward to show my loved ones what success as a Human looks like. I yet am still building that picture in reality.
All too often we are given a picture of perfection for these designs to be real, we NEED to be Mother Theresa, a saint, a dedicated Monk to be One with the One.
We cannot just see Jesus as an example of the ' finished product  ' but feel we need to Be Jesus as given to us by a religion that removed all humanness from his history to leave us only the unattainable divine version. SO much of just living life became a sin we feel doomed before the journey begins.  I was taught - if you think it, you have done it - regarding sin. Well I am screwed !

Many men are becoming  real fathers to their children, and it has taken the same rebellion against stereotyping as women marched for in their time of liberation.
Courage to stand in gentleness of heart, and strength of character. Perhaps it is not the feminine side  within them, just a male side always demanded kept hidden by social demand and expectation. At times, for time sake, one arm was holding a baby wanting to know what the night looked like, and a 25 lb weight in the other pumping for strength to keep that child held safely.
In that night and many like them, gender fell away and allowed wholeness to define itself in the body of a man. There is always that ' awkward ' period where you see yourself walking between two waves too high to see over, like Moses walking the parted seas. One side is all women, the other all men, and you cannot see where to jump in, or which side, so you keep walking straight until you reach the shore, because walking behind you is your tribe.
So it is with this new view of Human ability and promise. We know the old is falling away and the troubles of our children's safety and wellness is not going to be accomplished by the courts or its many impotent tributaries of justice.
Is not up to the agency of childcare, it is up to us and these new ventures into
Human wonders of design and creation. It takes a village to raise a child. We now know in ever sense of understanding each of us is a true universe unto ourselves.
So each child has at least one universe at their disposal and service.

I didn't know until I tried. I could not afford to postpone trying until I knew.

WithIN Love
Darrell

[juliainkc]

Greetings Darrell,

Shall we continue this conversation?

I think it is difficult for people to make the transition to this kind of parenting and living, yet it is becoming more and essential to wellbeing and a plausible solution to the safety and sanity of our children. We cannot in good faith teach our children to be afraid of everyone. Wise, aware, trusting of intuition - yes. Be aware became beware and changed the whole paradigm of trust.

Isn't it amazing how the signs got switched and continue to go unnoticed? Dropping or adding a letter can change the entire meaning of the word. This is why I share my fascination with language. We forget what we learned in regards to breaking a word down such as re, dis, con, pro, etc. Why do that? Why not just swallow it down in gulps with no considering? There are words within the words. Be = am, is, are. Aware = mindful and so on. What's the there for in therefore? It relates to the thought preceding it and where is it leading? For me the story of the Tower of Babel is about One Language once spoken was broken into bits and pieces and the true meaning doesn't always get through. Like trying to communicate with one who has experienced a stroke and the language centers are distorted. Obviously one must go within and sense what the messenger is attempting to convey. It takes practicing one's intuition. I smell a rat. Some thing's amiss here I just 'know' it. There's a knowing in this knower.

It has taken decades to crawl from worm theology to incorporation of these inborn wonders of communication and Love within a desire to adhere to a responsibility that returns it to its proper grammar - response ability - and push forward to show my loved ones what success as a Human looks like. I yet am still building that picture in reality.

All too often we are given a picture of perfection for these designs to be real, we NEED to be Mother Theresa, a saint, a dedicated Monk to be One with the One.

We cannot just see Jesus as an example of the ' finished product  ' but feel we need to Be Jesus as given to us by a religion that removed all humanness from his history to leave us only the unattainable divine version. SO much of just living life became a sin we feel doomed before the journey begins.

I was taught - if you think it, you have done it - regarding sin. Well I am screwed!

All I can say is Amen to that!! Do have stronger knees though!

My babies were my weights. I carried them on my hip while washing the dishes, cooking meals and doing laundry, carrying groceries, adjusting baby seats and on and on. Switching sides to get a total workout. Thank god for the baby carriers that fit on the front!! It came in handy when my younger arrived and my eldest was still desiring to be held like her sister. Definitely cozy moments. They were extensions of my body.

Many men are becoming  real fathers to their children, and it has taken the same rebellion against stereotyping as women marched for in their time of liberation.

Courage to stand in gentleness of heart, and strength of character. Perhaps it is not the feminine side  within them, just a male side always demanded kept hidden by social demand and expectation. At times, for time sake, one arm was holding a baby wanting to know what the night looked like, and a 25 lb weight in the other pumping for strength to keep that child held safely.

In that night and many like them, gender fell away and allowed wholeness to define itself in the body of a man. There is always that ' awkward ' period where you see yourself walking between two waves too high to see over, like Moses walking the parted seas. One side is all women, the other all men, and you cannot see where to jump in, or which side, so you keep walking straight until you reach the shore, because walking behind you is your tribe.

I like that. Very well stated. It is one step at a time isn't it. You just jump in and do it by listening to your heart. It always leads you home. It is an innate ability. Look at Nature. Birds in migration are only one of infinite examples of this excellent unchangeable Truth. Why do we complicate things so much. Relax. Trust the process. I agree.

It is a great Peace knowing that I share my universe with such as yourself.

All is Well, Be Well and WithIn Love, In Joy this day,

Julia

[zensunni7]

Greetings,

I suppose we should until they throw me off this forum.

A beloved friend suggested to me that spirituality and common sense parted ways on the path. I would somehow agree with this idea. I spent a lot of late nights buried in books, a baby in one hand and a book in the other. My quest was ferocious in its desire, equal to my determination to not be swayed off my path, whatever that may have been. The best quests are the ones that take you far and away from the intended destinations.

We have entered that phase where the spiritual practices of yore can seen as evolving with us on a parallel path, taking us to NOW. They are now the new survival tools of our age. Decades ago this pursuit made you a person of exception, of interest, even feared. in the NOW it finds us becoming common and
evolving to the ' norm ' of thinkers and wise ones.
One can get so caught up in creating the change, you can fail to see it has changed. The pursuit of seeking can become a form of sleep. That which was going to awaken your latent designed wonders becomes that which has desensitized your heart.
Much of the new practices, arts, and sciences are attempts at being the ONE, an ideal that must be above the others, an unconscious desire to shine above the rest. " Look at me " I know the way, the light , the only truth.

Yet the truth is found in the mundane world of service, to family, friends, and those that cross your path, if even long enough to just share a smile. As we have been discussing, seizing the opportunity to share, it offers the chance to help another, or to discover another's perspective may complete your own.

It starts simple - to replace the anxious thoughts with a more pleasant one, to command the mind to maintain a mantra rather than a streaming river of thoughts that bring fear and chaos into your day. Paying attention to the way that you are moving your arm to reach for a glass, the way you walk and the fluidity of your movement. Taking a second to see if your really listening to the voice speaking to you. These are common sense - common considerations to yourself and those around you.
Self love is applying the wisdom from all those books, workshops, and study to the life you live now, not the one they promise in the future time. Even as your reading this, the words are only conveyors of the energy emitting from me to you. You will know the truth of them if they are creating a feeling within you.
I am not sharing anything here but my experiences, not channellings from distant entity's or wisdom unique to myself.
I was told as a child no two people think the same thoughts, I disagree, I think we all think the same thoughts, but at different times in our lives. I also believe in all this wonder of spiritual and scientific advancement there is an unconscious fear, once it is done, Now what? What do we do if we achieve, as the great ship of seeking humanity sails into its port of destination?
The answer I will hear is that is is never finished, true. It never is as long as Human Beings live, yet we have reached a point of achieving goals set forth so many centuries ago. We now live in the time that Jesus was. Look in the mirror and say it out loud " Before Jesus was ~ I AM "

WithIn Love

Darrell

[juliainkc]

And so this conversation continues in what we are consciously projecting.

Darrell: I suppose we should until they throw me off this forum.

Julia: Is that you holding onto my arm? Is this a 'leap and the net will appear' manifestation?

Darrell: A beloved friend suggested to me that spirituality and common sense parted ways on the path. I would somehow agree with this idea.

Julia: H mm. Yes. Good Point. One I will have to also consider in agreeing with.

Darrell: I would somehow agree with this idea. I spent a lot of late nights buried in books, a baby in one hand and a book in the other. My quest was ferocious in its desire, equal to my determination to not be swayed off my path, whatever that may have been. The best quests are the ones that take you far and away from the intended destinations.

Julia: Your children must love to read like mine. Sounds like ones search for "The Holy Grail". I thought you looked familiar.

Darrell: We have entered that phase where the spiritual practices of yore can seen as evolving with us on a parallel path, taking us to NOW. They are now the new survival tools of our age. Decades ago this pursuit made you a person of exception, of interest, even feared. in the NOW it finds us becoming common and
evolving to the ' norm ' of thinkers and wise ones.
One can get so caught up in creating the change, you can fail to see it has changed. The pursuit of seeking can become a form of sleep. That which was going to awaken your latent designed wonders becomes that which has desensitized your heart.
Much of the new practices, arts, and sciences are attempts at being the ONE, an ideal that must be above the others, an unconscious desire to shine above the rest. " Look at me " I know the way, the light , the only truth.

Julia: Yes. It's like being so 'Heavenly' minded, well, that I'm no earthly good or very real for that matter. Intellect over Heart Mind. H mm. Good Point. Ah yes, another attempt by ego to mess with the picture and slap a new name on it. You've gotta hand it to advertising and marketing.

Darrell: Yet the truth is found in the mundane world of service, to family, friends, and those that cross your path, if even long enough to just share a smile. As we have been discussing, seizing the opportunity to share, it offers the chance to help another, or to discover another's perspective may complete your own.

Julia: Oh No. Bad word Darrell. Mundane. Not acceptable in an Adrenaline Rush world, now is it? Anathema to most. I want it and I want it right now. Fast empty feel good food and service with a smile. You do remember what that sage Joe Pesci said about what happens at the drive through in 'Lethal Weapon.' By the looks of it one would think a smile was quite costly these days, since so few are sharing them.

Darrell: It starts simple - to replace the anxious thoughts with a more pleasant one, to command the mind to maintain a mantra rather than a streaming river of thoughts that bring fear and chaos into your day. Paying attention to the way that you are moving your arm to reach for a glass, the way you walk and the fluidity of your movement. Taking a second to see if your really listening to the voice speaking to you. These are common sense - common considerations to yourself and those around you.

Julia: Yes. Like breathing and getting back into ones body. Really be still and learning how to be alone with oneself or as you say and I agree At-One-Ment. I take that thought a little further as in the undoing (digging out from under) of the bullshit to find the bull. Pardon me, must have been something I ate.

Darrell: Self love is applying the wisdom from all those books, workshops, and study to the life you live now, not the one they promise in the future time. Even as your reading this, the words are only conveyors of the energy emitting from me to you. You will know the truth of them if they are creating a feeling within you.
I am not sharing anything here but my experiences, not channellings from distant entity's or wisdom unique to myself.

Julia: I am resonating with you here. There's a New Guinea Proverbs that says, "Knowledge is just a rumor until it becomes a muscle." Put some leg into it. It's as wide open available to all as the deep blue sea and sky and woods and hills and well, just take a look around.

Darrell: I was told as a child no two people think the same thoughts, I disagree, I think we all think the same thoughts, but at different times in our lives.

Julia: I appreciate you sharing this. It makes sense to me.

Darrell:  I also believe in all this wonder of spiritual and scientific advancement there is an unconscious fear, once it is done, Now what? What do we do if we achieve, as the great ship of seeking humanity sails into its port of destination?
The answer I will hear is that is is never finished, true. It never is as long as Human Beings live, yet we have reached a point of achieving goals set forth so many centuries ago. We now live in the time that Jesus was. Look in the mirror and say it out loud " Before Jesus was ~ I AM "

Julia: How does one improve on this statement? Amen.

As always, excellent conversation. I feel grounded.

Many Blessings, Be Well and In Joy this day,

Julia

[zensunni7]

Good day to all,

All we have discussed here are but tools, and many of our tools are quite sophisticated now, like the those we use to peer deep into space and into ourselves. There is a certain equation to the balance of the advancements within and without. Like automobiles, they are in transition from running by crude explosions of energy to propel them froward to a new energy system that will remove the need for this primal explosion. Autos are evolving to motion by energy flow rather than polluting explosions, humanity is now attempting the same transition in its forward motion.
Back to topic ~ projection of consciousness is a very pragmatic solution to the ever increasing threat of the predatory humans that still dwell on this planet.
One needs to see it projected out into a larger picture. If Big Brother can listen to all your cell phone conversations, stop using them. Use your innate ability to communicate telepathically. Too fictitious? SO was a cell phone a few decades ago. Telepathy doesn't risk brain cancer either. If the police cannot find a missing child - why are not psychics hot on the case? Because they are not taken seriously,even by themselves for such ' practical ' matters. They have allowed themselves to slotted into the entertainment category by social dominance.
One of my sons went missing when he was six, he did not get off the bus. My wife at the time had police swarming all over the house, I walked past all of them and stood silently listening to their ' reports ' as I focused with stealth concentration with the psychics I knew, then refocused using my own. I ' knew ' he was safe and unharmed. I left the house to go look for him, he left an energy trail, all life does. He was found walking down the rail road tracks a few miles from the house as he had slipped off the bus with a friend at the wrong stop. I sent the message out to the others and took him home, ignoring the banter of how ' lucky ' I was to find him. The inner communication was faster, more efficient and worked with much less wasted energy and motion than the outer. Yet it was a collaboration of both without the outer being aware of it. I combined things the police had traced with my own intuitive ability and  acted on the combination.

My friends called later to verify things were well - but they already knew it.

We have all the tools we need at present to resolve all the worlds seemingly overwhelming life threatening issues. The Secret appeared globally for this reason and so many other advanced books like Adrian's and others, not to teach as much as to force us into undeniability of these truths of the Human ~ Being.
The Secret works, you have but to observe globally. The mortgage crisis is a result of overspending  by consumers? No - it is the direct result of fear. Law of attraction at its best, fear of not being able to meet all your economic demands created the current crisis, and it was fed by those that are attempting to control the economy. The Secrets basic principle of LOA has inspired all our current dilemmas of negativity. As it can also change them if we use them with powerful determination. Just as I used unorthodox methods for finding my child. Had I left it to the power of others, I might not have found him before true harm came to him. The primary factor that allowed me to was the refusal of fear into the equation. Fear in such situations is lethal to the result and my love for my son became the lasered homing device, fears first offspring is drama and the energy becomes a mass of chaotic useless energy.
There are now millions doing life this way and more everyday. Poverty is forcing these illogical ability's to the forefront of life, as the poor reach into themselves for creative solutions to immediate relief and roads out of their dilemma. But why wait for a child to come up missing or poverty, war, economic take over to spur us into higher energy? Fear was our explosive catalyst like our cars engines.
Every dictator uses but one weapon - fear, and one launching device - LOA awareness. This fear keeps us electing politicians, while positive LOA arises leaders.
The banner of this spiritual age is the practical application found in assuming self responsibility. The ability to respond to any situation with powerful energy's from within our basic design.
In the crisis of my child I called into play the power of like minds, a few police showed up at our door, millions showed up at my mind, do the math. There is not point in realizing we all connected if do not implement this powerful matrix of power for our individual and collective betterment.
Now more than ever in history we are a collective consciousness, and soon the govt will create very limited access to this internet - believe it, because it is creating a collective mind they cannot control, and what will we do then?
I will use the one I have always used. I don't get a bill for it either - sweet.
I wrote a book too " Beyond the Moment " focusing on a young girl using these ability's and the resistance she encounters from the old paradigm to prevent this life from becoming a global reality. We can go the old route of rebellion, war, watching thousands die, and pretend it will  not hit our little neighborhood or take charge of ourselves and rise to the occasion - energy wise.
A leader does not tell you how ' he / she ' will accomplish great change, they tell you how you can do it, and desires to be rendered not needed when it is done.
A true king or queen illuminates the royalty in all. Jesus was such a King.
In the NOW, we must assume leadership of ourselves using the tools of power given us in this age.
Consciousness projection is no different than calling a friend ' Being There ' for them and them for us. I take my fears to the millions I do not see, and do not even know their names, and the power of it absorbs that fear and leaves me with clarity of design and application into the life I live. I do not go to God - I bring God to me, it is the design within all the texts, obscured to keep groups elite amongst the others, yet they use the same LOA principle to do it.
I am not advising one technique over another, there are hundreds of saws at the hardware store, and they all cut wood.
Even here on this forum there is the prediction of disaster being our unavoidable fate, our global family doomed to extinction. I -as a response able Father I cannot allow that idea to pass from my lips to their ears, for does it not set off their attraction of it into their lives?


WithIN Love
Darrell   

[juliainkc]

Hello Darrell and Everyone,

I digress. I am posting a link to my beloved brother about a thought I had earlier.

ttp://www.ourultimatereality.com/forums/christianity-is-yet-to-be-discovered-t579.0.html

As All ways, Take what speaks to you and leave the rest,

I am currently in counsel with another beloved 'friend' about how to post my thoughts on what I see as the new religion being formed in this forum and by no means do I mean Adrian!!

Be well, In Joy the peace and quiet, I feel something.......................

Julia

[zensunni7]

Greetings

I am not sure about a new religion, unless the religion be one of salvation of self.
Yet I ma seeing under all the wisdom expounding beneath the hundreds of thousands of sites on the internet a desperate search for some reality of God - heaven, Jesus and the other ' ways ' to happiness and wholeness.

I know personally I have left the great band of seekers, the groups of enlightened ones and the millions of roads that lead to Nirvana. I walk alone as I started this journey by choice this time around and not as a lost soul of so many decades ago.
I have friends of all beliefs, and observe being no more successful than the next in their struggles, and perhaps there in lies the insight. We have spent centuries in the depths of Holy theory, new age dimension jumping, the Secrets shadowy new wave of salvation of ourselves. Yet what are we saving ourselves from?
Jesus never said " Believe IN me, he said  " believe AS me "
I am walking in the woods of life now and not walking any tread down paths of those before me. God walks in me as me - or not, there is no compromise in me regarding this. I do not debate the reality, nor allow myself to be dragged into the mire of details presenting the same ideals within a new marketing scheme for the betterment of Self. Soul does not need healing, the chakra system aligns itself within the individual to its highest purpose according to the individuals ideals and life goals, to allow someone to align my chakra's is not in my best interest of highest good. It is likened unto a asking  doctor for an operation I do not need.
I have read all the books most teachers today have, and most likely a lot more.
Yet it is the simplest of hearts that accomplish the greatest of miracles, the greatest of achievements in life. I cannot say I am enjoying my walk alone, but it feels right to me. To return to the feelings of my youth when I believed in things that just made me feel good to do so, and left a wake of confidence and love.
If some ' find their way ' through the ocean of detailed process's, workbooks, teaching methodology's, and infinite meditations, then bless them and their road to Rome. Myself - I am not heading there.
I used the thought projection that came naturally to me, and just did not ' logic ' it away or second guess myself. Staying in contact with my children psychically is as ancient a technique as you can trace. Yes, I can layout the biological blueprint of it, yet would that serve you any deeper in its application?
Can I heal myself, yes - I am designed for it. When my children were in need of me to be well, I had no time for illness, so I was not ill, I refused it.
" Physician - heal thyself "
Its simple really, we KNOW the drug companies are killing us and our children, we KNOW medicine as practiced is killing more people than they are curing, we KNOW these things, and we also know we will not stop them, unless we no longer depend on them. Them and all the other things we are so dependent on that we need not be.
We are facing many crisis situations at present, globally and in our own homes and family's, and I cannot give energy to seeking, only to doing with the enormous power vested in me by creation. It is the solution we have been dodging for so long in all the religious worship.
There is strength in unity, seen and unseen. People gather to worship to tap into the unity of belief and power of the collective. Yet this can be done when standing alone in the woods or in a stadium surrounded by thousands. Priests, preachers, and Guru's are not needed, only preferred.

WithIN Love
Darrell

[juliainkc]

Good Evening Darrell,

Actually 'new' religion was being used as an oxymoron in my above statement.

I truly enjoyed reading your message here. Again, your view expands and brings color to my picture as all ways as I continue learning from you.

"Believe 'AS' me" is key. Jesus is an excellent example of how to live in our True State of Oneness with God.

It is always a solitary path. To Be One with One's God WithIN.

What even 'makes' one heed the Voice calling one to begin to go 'looking' for their God for their preservation from self destruction ('salvation')?
To ask God or No God? Higher Power Source or Earthly Power Source. Decisions based on one's own choices. A Keep It Simple System.

My path through here so far was once viewed with pain and suffering eyes. Keeping me a prisoner stuck in 'time' past mode of my own mind set by not realizing I was 'stuck'  with energy emotions focused on the past traumas. I am Now able to reflect on where I have walked and see that by having these very experiences my awareness is raised to see just how wonderfully these very experiences has served to enrich who I Am Now Being. There is no energy 'back' there to feed. It's just a chapter (empty shell) Now enriching the soil of my existence. I can share my story to empower and encourage others to release the energy of a false belief of being in a 'stuck' state and being weighted down moving into Lightness of their Being because I am a Living example of a living in the moment by moment faith, that is alive and well in My True Self, an expression of the Infinite One in this reality as Julia.

I tend to learn backwards. Hearing something, Intuition (Into I motion), Shifts occurring, a thought or prompt would then arise and perhaps a 'book' would show up or an article or a 'person'. One way or another the lesson was being learned. I have a path to walk and I will walk it. Whether I choose to act on the Voice or delay it. Discovering the Joy of Awakened Awareness of My True and Infinite Self. A Lover's Game of Caught You. Another aspect of my Higher Self manifesting in an earthly plane to reaffirm what I was sensing and hearing within. Not because I 'need' it. I just use to 'think' I did. It's just Love, a gift. Like a photograph of One's Lover to keep close as a daily reminder of how much One Loves One. Some books I still have. They have become for me a portion of my 'wise mentors or mother/father with talking lips from pages' leaving kiss marks as they remind me from time to time again of who I Am through the written word. A Love Letter from God expressing within to my outer reality. All in the moment of Now. If I am willing to open the letter and read it and look at the Signature. I recognize the Handwriting and the Language of my Beloved. Soul Speak.

Baby steps, confidence building, trusting, exploring, expanding, always increasing, All Knowing, All Seeing, Ever Present Now. All has led me to this place. Working with me within and without. Breathing In and Breathing Out. Energy in Motion. Recycling  and resending over and over again so I know with certainty the Home Fires are always burning for me.  Through all the layers and levels of My Eternal and Immortal Being alive in this very moment within this physical embodying of Self. And here you are my Beloved Brother in my picture.

We are more than capable of being our own healers if we have a 'need' for it. Illness is a state of mind that we are out sync, out of balance or agreement with the Mind of God within. How do we know this? By having been ill at some point. Again, another lesson. We are in a perfect state of well being in this moment if we are in touch with our Highest Selves who remains untouched by all this. Constantly evolving in this process to get this. Nothing is left to chance or accident or coincidence. It all leads us to our Truth. Now or later (when we decide to let go of our misplaced energy emotions). It's a choice. I agreed to have this experience. To come out and play hide and go seek and then to return within to my Eternal Self. The tag! your it! experience I'm having Now . I have experienced illness to allow my physical body to emulate a Spiritual Truth. I am a Self Healing Energy Being when I choose to recognize it.

We can see the Ideal and the reality of this truth all around us in this moment. The reality is a dense energy and it seems to take repeated effort to get what we already know. Like a long distance phone call coming from home or sitting at the table and talking face to face. How fast do I want it? Yes or No. Plug in or Plug out of Energy Source. Simplicity.

We are facing many crisis situations at present, globally and in our own homes and family's, and I cannot give energy to seeking, only to doing with the enormous power vested in me by creation.  It is the solution we have been dodging for so long in all the religious worship.

There is strength in unity, seen and unseen. People gather to worship to tap into the unity of belief and power of the collective. Yet this can be done when standing alone in the woods or in a stadium surrounded by thousands. Priests, preachers, and Guru's are not needed, only preferred.

Truth Darrell. Well said. I truly appreciate you and your wonderful Wisdom and Insight. Thank you for sharing. It is about strength in unity all the way. We are the self contained places of worship. It's not in a building but you can gather collectively with others of like mind and worship if you choose to and raise our voices as One in Harmony. I too choose Natures place of worship.

In closing I share my calendar reading with you today. I feel it is appropriate here:

"In order to truly communicate, we must take response-ability for the heart space that exists between us and another. It is that heart space, or the absence of it, that will determine (find out with certainty) whether communication is miraculous (Divinely Intended) or fearful."

Many Blessings, Be Well and In Joy this day, WithIN Love,

Julia

[zensunni7]

Greetings,

A return to Heart, this is.
The heart is an amazing organ, most see it as a blood pump. Most of our organs are seen only for their face value. Yet all contain matter, cells and a micro life that works with the whole, just as the heart has matter that communicates with the brain, central nervous system and other organs. One might say it is our most important organ.
Yet we center love around this organ, as the heart has been the avatar for love all across time. In this discussion beneath the talk of psychic, telepathic, and organic design of us, lies the individual and collective desire of love ~ Heartdrives us to reach for these ability's. All great Human Beings of change were Love driven, and risked their heart in the process.

It was Love that drove me to try things that were so unconventional and to seek out the path to being a better Human Man. By doing this, I became a better Father, husband, worker, it all comes together under the hat of enhancement.

All too often we are prompted to create change by negative focus, taking stock of ones Self, like an irate boss that never tells you anything except your screw ups. Self help became self incrimination along the way. Issues became a reason for self negative searching expeditions within.

Love makes us take risks we would not normally with a feeling of confidence and trust,at least the feeling of exploration. To explore one must leave where they are. I needed to truly step out of the box.
Like any other safari into the unknown regions of life, it is fear that tries to navigate the trail, yet it can be downsized to a healthy caution and not given charge of the desire to know what is ahead. hen Love guides the journey, then the warrior learns to use skills it once considered childish and ineffective with great power and precision.
Love of my children was the greatest bridge to maturity spiritually and ethically I could have been presented with. I cannot look them in the face and then back to the world and not do all I can to make the world and life a view through me that will cause them to want to live it to the fullest. To walk into life and say - yes its kind of scary, but ' how cool is this '
My children do not all follow my path, they are young men and a woman, with their own little ones walking with them now. As they get older, like myself they readjust their priorities - but for now, fun, I-pod's, cell phones, and other modern forms of slavery still fascinate them. The older they get, the more they call and ask. It is Love and our hearts that keep this alive, moving forward and keeping us trying the professed impossible ability's. Often in our times we have this inner feeling of needing to move this along faster, as if we are in a race. The world is preparing to do battle on a mass scale, the rich are feeding off the poor and they appear to be creating an elite that is built in the old fossil thinking, like a dinosaur
trying to shout away the meteor that is coming to change its world forever.
My children talk to me of their fears for their children's future.
So we talk of the power of human genius in such pressured circumstance, to trust their ability's to adapt and to grow within any set of circumstance. Spirituality and science merging to validate their own power of mind and heart.
We live in America, where we were once a democracy, but no more. We are slowly realizing we have been taken over and the tentacles of slavery are now in place in this country. The dinosaurs are in charge, and they are willing to extinct us all in their wake. America is becoming a dictatorship in the name of freedom, and military country in the name of security. The poor are becoming more and more poor everyday globally. The rich are more powerful than any dictatorship in history.
Yet our hearts are now gripped in fear, we are afraid to speak out, afraid to unite and deeply afraid of our futures. Even in the light of decades of ' light ' we are fear based. But I challenge, in the name of love, tonight when you are looking at your children, into their faces and eyes, holding them, feel what they ask of us, what they want for us is the same as we desire for them.
The world is at war over oil and profit and any other discussion is a debate of diversion. Our needed materials for basic survival and dignity are being controlled to keep us immobile and in fears grip. Yet Love will make us one day get up from the TV and realize we have to turn it off and go into the world so our children have a future, one they can still make the same choices in we too made so long ago.
If spirituality is going to make these transitions, Unity is not an option, it is what our children need most. perhaps this is the infancy of it, perhaps it is the Elders asking for it. Either way we are in a critical time for our race and our family's.
I walk alone because I have been on the front lines, and all loved the planning, few could ' make it that day ' things to do you know.Spiritual and scientific leaders need each other in this time and their days of separation are gone now.

Our hearts and minds are the power source that is science and spirituality look like in a collective. As we joined them for our Love of family, nuclear and global,
so to we are to become one governing family in the NOW of this transformation we have talked of for generations. But NOW demands we act as well as discuss, talk while walking.

WithIN love
Darrell

[juliainkc]

Good Evening Darrell,

I was gone pretty much of the day. Again, another wonderful message here.

All too often we are prompted to create change by negative focus, taking stock of ones Self, like an irate boss that never tells you anything except your screw ups. Self help became self incrimination along the way. Issues became a reason for self negative searching expeditions within.

Self help a fine line and can get one too into being stuck to the umbilical cord of the 'sins' of our parents and ancestors if we relive the emotion of events like they just happened a minute ago. I was shown to take a look at my picture when I was just starting out.  I was actually led to do this as I was not aware of 'what was causing the imbalance within me. It was in giving birth to my daughters and looking at them when these memories began to surface. The questions began as in "where the hell is this coming from?" The emotions showed up first but then passed. Then another layer, and so on. I finally got to the place where I asked to be finished with it as I did not feel it was benefiting me. Your description of the irate boss is perfectly stated. I was in healing mode because I was yet to learn what I know Now.

I am thankful that I was always looked after. The people that showed up were only reflections of an area within me that Love's Light needed to shine into. The tools came after as if to say, "Yes! You are on track." As always I asked for Divine Guidance, Wisdom and Discernment to take only what was useful for me in the moment and would benefit me in my growth. It hasn't failed me yet.

I agree that Love empowers and encourages us to take what seems like a risk. The first step. Change. I definitely was in 'need' of a change. Obviously more than once and I'm sure more is coming. I was holding onto the box so I got dumped out. I agreed to listen to the Voice within before stepping out to have this experience but I haven't always lived up to my part of the agreement. Well, the agreement will not be broken. I've learned and continue to expand on this learning.

Change is inevitable. We are here because it is our 'time' to be Present here. We, all of us have been, are being and continue to be prepared for the coming New Age. We can see the things in this country and this world happening but these things should only serve to Encourage and Empower us that it is only a part of the Whole Picture. There's more to it and it is an amazing time to be present in this Oncoming Event. Peace of Heart and Trusting in the Knowing that Our Source is taking care of each minute detail. We have been told that there will be ones who refuse to acknowledge what is happening here. They by freewill refuse to see, they wish to remain blind to the Truth. We can only continue to be the Lights we were purposed to be in Love. It is not easy to make this statement Darrell.  We know because we choose by freewill to know.

I went to a class tonight to be trained for an upcoming field trip for my granddaughter's class later this month. It is a Science based learning project to allow children to be scientists in understanding and appreciating environmental science. Their purpose is to engage them in problem solving situations utilizing critical thinking skills. Exploring the Habitats of soil, prairie, pond, cave and forest. They will be asked open-ended questions regarding Cause and Effect, Compare and Contrast, Point of View and Situational. Excellent teaching methods that seem to have gone by the wayside with our generation in the public school system. Scientists are understanding that they must now come together in Unity to work toward a common goal of creating solutions for the issues we are already in the midst of. Spiritual principles are being applied. This gives me hope. A natural attribute of children.

It seems it is time to put away our childish ways but not our Childlike Selves. There is a big difference. The leaders stand on podiums droning and children stand on solid ground dreaming. They dream inspired by High Vision and are not ruled by impossibilities. Perhaps this world will learn that when we do not listen to our Elders and our Children, it is a sign of a nation that has left its God behind.

Yes. Action as led by our Intuitive promptings. We all have our part to play in this picture. It does not serve Our God to play small as in minded.

Many Blessings, Be Well and Sweet Dreams WithIN Love,

Julia