the sun has been hiding for so many days in a row ...
the last few gazing sessions i did feel that my body was transforming into a crystal
but it has made my right eye go crazy, it pulsates light, and the left eye does not
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as if the third eye instead of the forehead, were projecting into the foreheads of others through the right eye
i do not like this
but i do not want to quit sun-gazing
i wish to do it and have it all be balanced the right way, then shut the third eye and open the crown
i wish to be a body of light, it is beyond refreshing
one day i sat under a tree at 1 pm , or or 3
stared at the sun, got my eyes gradually able to take in that brightness
for about 30-40 mins or an hour
when i came to sit in my car after my head was an explosion of euphoria and light
though my inner eye chakras felt scrambled, i felt, bliss, and i laughed out loud
this is the true joy
the sun is the bringer of all consciousness that is good....
i wish for it to perfect my vision to 20/20 or 20/10, gradually in time that i may not boast too strongly ,
and i wish to have my body full of the pure solar energies, with my chakras fully balanced.
it seems very important to be in a mudra that unties yin / yang while gazing
as in the buddhist "cosmic mudra" thumbs touching, resting palms atop
or the sungazing mudra set forth by
http://www.suryayog.org/sungazing_htm.htmlthis man
otherwise , with yin / yang displaced, the third eye seems to displace.