Being Proudly Magical & Spiritual Growth

[wynewitch]

Hello everyone.  I love Adrian's book and everything he's doing. It's absolutely brilliant - how proudly magical he is.  It's been such an inspiration for me.
I have been writing out my list of goals at lot in the past week because of the projects I’m engaged in and it occurred to me again that the most vital purpose I strive for is spiritual growth.  It’s the reason I’m here in this forum, it is the reason I came across Adrian on the internet, and it is the reason I am here on earth.  And when I say it’s the reason I’m here on earth I don’t say it to connote the absolute definition of my life – although it is in fact true, but to explain how really, in every second of the day I am thinking about returning to my Source and searching for clues along the way to get me there.  Everyone feels this way and I love venues like this where we can actually express our connection to and yet delicious craving for more of The Light of God.
All I desire is more. 
More of God in you and me, more of God in the things I perceive, more ways to God in the people and things I attract to myself. 
Let’s talk about God.  Let’s feel God.  Let’s be in God.
God is Power, God is Magic, God is Beauty, God is Goodness, God is Light, God is Joy, God is Abundance, God is Creation, God is Peace, God is Wonder, God is Music, and then God is the Universe, God is the Multiverse, God is Expanding Energy, and God is All That Exists. 
And God’s light; the delicious elixir of life, floods into my whole being from whence it yet comes and I am filled and content within it. 
I receive more guidance from everywhere as to how I can draw closer to God and I follow eagerly, and blindly, quite literally, to all the places I desire to go. 
I want to admit that I get anxious about Astral Projection, it’s almost like I’ve got a block I can’t figure out when I try.  I am still working on solving this by natural means.  I just feel so good going to bed and having brilliant dreams anyway that I haven’t made a more conscious effort to address this.  I live so free nowadays, it’s crazy.  I can’t think of the last time I did something against my will.  I am in complete control of my life and absolutely love it.
I am addicted to being in the moment of utter peace I feel with God.  What I seek for now is communion.  I was raised as a Christian and understood how great the unity in prayer feels.  Now I look at religious people hungrily, wanting to feel my link to a circle of belief.  I’ve wanted this so much that I embraced fellowship with Jehovah Witnesses, Buddhists and even Muslims in the past when I left Christianity just so I could feel that communion again.  I’d pick out what was relevant to my perception from their doctrines and just ignore the rest when it came up, reinforcing my truths with books by people like Adrian in private for hours on end to counter unwanted material I may have received.
Finally, wonderfully I have grown and do not need to ‘hide’ anymore.  It was what I asked from the universe and it is what I have finally received.  Nakedness.
And so I am quite a witch.  Not christened thus by Wicca or Voodoo but by God, and by true definition; a magical being, as all of us are magical.  Witch is a term I must use in this material world where words flow for in truth there is no need to define or classify who or what I am or what anybody else is.  I am magical.  I believe in magic.
I desire more magic, more of the light, more of God.  I desire fellowship with naked beings of light who share my addiction/nutrition.  I desire that we be paths to God for each other and bask in the eternal moment of glorious illumination without cessation.
In this world I play prime roles as a writer, a dreamer, a lover, a sister, a friend, even the owner of the material possessions I have, and no doubt I love it.
But by far my identity as a part of the Source of All Creation That Is Yet More Than the Sum of All Its Parts is the most significant self-fulfilling purpose I could ever have.  I get lost in torrents of joy and wonder when God reminds me again and again and again ad infinito of this magnificent truth that is all that really matters.
I desire to feel this way with the people around me.  I want us to switch attention from our minor roles together and focus on what we are.  I desire more and more communion.  I desire that together our uncontainable emissions of God send reverberations across all the galaxies of thought in this existence and beyond, igniting endless explosions of creation in all of the worlds.
And it is our destiny to do this.  It is our destiny to evolve into something greater than we could ever imagine. 
I desire to be everything I am inclined to be on this earth through various roles as my journey unfolds, and then my spiritual evolution is the greatest desire I possess.
I am working on the Astral Projection … wish me luck x

[glenda]

Wow you are fantastic with words and easily put into perspective what I feel, but hesitate to reveal to many
welcome to the forum.  looking forward to your posts

namaste

[Nick]

Thanks for the wonderful introduction wynewitch - looking forward to hearing more from you -welcome - 

[wynewitch]

Thanks Nick! Looking forward to being here. There's so much stuff to read and I'm taking it all in. Have a great weekend.

[wynewitch]

Thanks Glenda! I guess I had it all bottled up inside and am ecstatic I can share it. Looking forward to posts from you too. May peace be with you x

[Adrian]

Hello wynewitch,

Welcome to the forums and thank you so much for your most kind words and excellent introduction!

Your journey sounds like a rich and valuable set of experiences which would certainly be of great value.

Labels do not matter in the grand scheme of things, God is in us though us and all around us; we are God and God is us.

The best way forward is as you are doing; just immerse yourself in life and experience with an open Mind, expecting your path to unfold before you and it surely will.

In Lak'ech,

Adrian.

[Lyes]

Welcome here and it's nice to see so happy people

[wynewitch]

Thanks Adrian! You're one of my biggest heroes and should have a fan site .
Seriously, your work is awesome and thanks for this forum where everyone gets to stay connected.
I use In LaK'ech for everything and guess who finally gets a chance to say it to you?
Me.
Have a great week!

IN LAK'ECH.

[Scott Hutton]

For what it's worth, I'm finally admitting to myself, after decades of waffling, that I remember astral "trips" (and therefore projections) at least five days a week:  I end up in places unimagined, find long "lost" relatives and friends, including pets, even see constellations in night skies not of earth, and most of these dream/trips at their end concern themselves not with Coming Home, but with coming back here to the earth reality.

I'm shortly going to be 66 in body.  I have been a student of Quantum Theory, Tibetan Buddhism and metaphysics since my late teens.

When I tried to force astral projection, being young and dumb, it never happened.  When I let go and let be, it began.  It's taken me years to accept this as a reality (as opposed to an unproven theory) but there it is.

Go for it, man, but let it happen - don't force it and let your Inner Guru oversee the process.

I bet you're projecting already; maybe all you have to do is instruct your subconscious to dismantle some of the filters that prevent you from remembering.

I wish you uncountable good trips!

Scott Hutton